She's flying again.

Salam. I'm on my way to KLIA. To send small sister for her flight to US. It's just that, small brother wasn't following. Nevermind then. 3 months, is a short while. Waking up in the morning, going to bed at night, woila! The time has come. May she have a safe journey, and graduated with flying colours 2 years later. Hari Raya, was a blast having her around. I never been in that situation yet, but I guess, being apart from family for two Hari Rayas made her appreciate this year's Hari Raya, and trying to make the best memories from it. Small sister was very busy, stressed up while packing up her stuffs this few days. I did my best to entertain and help her, tough. And having her around, somehow, it was very helpful when it comes to house chores and cookings. If things goes well, we'll meet again next year, small sister. Prayers. I heart you! <3

Salam Ramadhan~

Salam.

Ramadhan is coming! Mari sama sama keja kebekatan bulan Ramadhan~

Tahun ini kena bagi duit Raya kah? Hihi. ;p

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

Excited!

Salam. Kakak is flying tonight. So, I'm on my way to the airport to meet her. It's a sudden decision. Asked daddy, asked friend, asked another kakak, and I'm lucky enough that my dear friend is available this evening. Thus, I can go meet kakak. With friend as the driver of course. Lucky to have a nice friend. Hehe. So dear kakak, we've come all the way just to see you going to fly. And if you ever say that I don't love you, I'm so gonna debik you, make you eat a lot until you become fat. Haha. Okay. Till then, have a nice day people~

p/s : perhaps I can do the food hunt today? Hopefully. ;p

Congratulations Puan Ain and Encik Hamidi.

Salam.

With Puan Ain. 

*I stole smaller sister's shawl ;p*

Congratulations Puan Ain and Encik Hamidi. May your marriage stays until heaven. And granted beautiful children by heart. Soleh and solehah each and every one of them. It's a last minute decision. I've been trying to find ways to go for this wedding since last week. The wedding is somewhere in Johor. I asked kakak. Asked practicum mate. Asked university colleagues. PPSMers. Since they are planning to convoy. But somehow, it looks like every car is full. The space is occupied. I won't have problem going. But the problem of how to come back to Selangor is what that matters. Since, I thought of going for a best friend's brother's wedding which is on Sunday(today) that at the end I didn't even go to. Haha. Sorry Zahira. I don't have transport. And and, I'm still tired of yesterday's journey. Back pain. 

Luckily the problem of how to go back settled. Thanks to Farah and Mimah which somehow thought of many different ways and suggestions for me. And to Farah for accompanying me all my way back to Selangor. And to Yana who helped us buying the tickets earlier. Problem solved. 

Oh. On Friday evening at 6.30 pm, I am suppose to meet up Syafiq and others at MASJID JAMEK. What I had in mind is the Masjid Jamek LRT station. Arrived at the LRT station, I called Syafiq. It was horror. Since I only have Syafiq's number kept in my phone and I don't have others number. And yes. At emergency times like that, My Celcom phone is sick and out of credit. When I finally get through, I realised that I'm suppose to go for MASJID JAMEK instead. Oh my. Never been there. Walked myself confidently, I saw the mosque's kubah. And did saw Syafiq in his car. Haha.

It was five of us in the car at first. Syafiq, Azhar, Shyzuan, Safawa and me. I rarely talked to Safawa while we were still a student. So, what happened when you're in a car full of actuarist? Well, I laughed when they cracked jokes, and gained some knowledge from their conversations. Although I don't understand much. Still, it's knowledge. Oh, my stomach aches because of too much laughing. The stopped at BBB Tomyam for dinner at 8+ p.m.. Since, that is one of their favorite restaurant while we are still students. 

At BBB Tomyam, we met Sarra, Yati, Mimah, Farah and Farah KTHO. Then we exchange the passengers, since Azhar needs to drive Sarra's car. Thus, Farah KTHO joins Syafiq's carpool. Around 10, we started our journey again. Since there was lots of cars on road, we arrived JB at 3 a.m.

Arriving at Ain' place by 12+, I met Yana, Siti, Aida and Ida. Oh. Ain of course. By 1.30+ she was ready for the event. Dressed Blue+white coloured dress, she looked gorgeous. Encik Hamidi arrived by 2.00+. And the photography session starts. Oh, since it's a Johorean wedding, of course there were tolls on the bridegroom's way to meet up the bride. 

By 3.00+ I'm ready to head back to Selangor. It's a short time to meet up Ida and share stories. I almost cred saying goodbye to her. The bus ticket was at 4.30. Since Mimah was on her way back to her hometown, she followed me and Farah to the bus station. Thanks to Syafiq for sending us there. 

Arrived the TBS at 9+ p.m. Daddy and other sisters arrived there already to pick me up. 

And this journey, its a nice one. Although I almost get a heart attack because of something unexpected, I'm glad that I finally make it to be there on Ain's red letter day. There is this few sentences that I still remembered until today. It was very meaningful. Since it was from a guy friend that have known me since first year , it made my day. I mean like, your friends actually have your back. Sometimes, they are watching from afar. And praying that you get the best in your life. But we sometimes don't notice that.

Thank you for the, "I'm glad to hear that." and others.

Above all, thank you everyone for this journey. Mummy, Daddy. Friends. It's a less than 24 hours meet up, yet it made my day. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

Motif?

Salam.

Salah satu paling tak disukai is bila bangun pagi tu, and teringat mimpi, and, it's scary! I hate nightmares. I really really do. Macam, ada orang kata, mimpi tu mainan syaitan. Ada juga yang kata, mimpi tu petunjuk. Ada orang kata, dari mimpi tu, boleh tahu saka ke tak. Mungkin, rindu. Rindu nak bersama mereka. Bertukar tukar cerita. Oh, I need new environment. I really really do.

Siang bual bual dengan Kokyun. Then before tidur, macam komen conversation dengan jejaka jejaka ini. There's a part of the dream, it happens that Kokyun was driving with me beside her, and we passed by these shops, and the boys are in the shops. Pakai baju merah. Motif?

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

my first day.

Salam.

My smaller sister said that my blog is depressing. Haha! If you read this, hye smaller sister! Sorry for that. I know that she reads my blog. It's just that I'm not sure of how frequent that she reads my blog. I'll try my best to make this blog more inspiring and informative for the readers. TRY. :p

Okay. That's for the introduction. Now, for the contain. Yesterday was my first day. Of what? I guess you should understand already. Fact is, the p.i.c. was on leave. So, I didn't get stuffs for to do my task yet. The only thing that I can do is to review the forms. Yet, until the afternoon, I end up bugging kakak. Luckily she don't have much work to do yesterday. She taught me about her work. Lots of numbers. Key in wrongly, problems occurs. The best thing is, my task, currently, none of the team members is doing the same as mine. And and and I am so gonna try to improve me English. More vocabs, please! :p 

Oh. I have a new neighbour. But's he's in different division. And I didn't have time to talk with him much except to say hye when I arrived.

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

 

Kali pertama.

Salam.

Beberapa tahun lepas, setiap satunya mesti diselitkan memori kisah itu. Kisah kau dan aku dan mereka. Manis, pahit, masam, masin semuanya kita telan sama sama. Atas dasar berbakti. Namun, tahun ini jualah, mungkin kali pertama bagi kali kali yang seterusnya, kisah yang setiap tahun itu tidak berlaku. Saya tidak tahu bagaimana hendak ditafsirkan perasaan ini. Bukan merajuk, bukan tawar hati. Cuma bersyukur, keputusan yang diambil itu tidak membunuh diri. Masih boleh hidup di bumi Allah ini. Namun, banyak lagi yang perlu diselesaikan. Tatkala tawaran datang untuk sama sama pergi dengan mereka, hati berbunga bunga, melompat lompat. Namun, kalau berterusan cair dengan ajakan mereka, sampai bila bila pun perjuangan itu takkan berhenti. Sampai satu masa, setiap satu yang dilakukan itu perlu ada titik noktahnya. Fokus kepada yang lebih utama. Andai ada peluang untuk bersama, dengan izinNya, pasti akan bertemu jua. Di sini, langkah kaki ini semakin perlahan untuk perjuangan itu. 

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

I can only laugh.

Salam. 

Again, it happened again. And again, at first I refused. Playing with words. Dragging the topic. Making the conversation longer. At the end, I said, iff. Full stop. Sometimes, I don't understand parents. Like they want their kids to be like independent. Finding money, buying stuff themselves. I mean like, so that the kids learned of how to manage their pocket money. It's like, whoa, I'm so proud that my son/daughter is graduating in well known University in the whole wide world. Going to have a professional career. But, the problem is that, do you know that giving them tight budget, I mean if you don't listen to your sons/daughter much, they end up hooked up with debt with everyone around them.

Macam strict sangat kat anak pun susah. lenient sangat pun susah. I'm lucky enough that I grow up in a moderate family. There are times where parents do become strict. And there are times where they let us do what we wanted to. 

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

5 years has it been.

Salam.

Last night, I can't sleep well. So I keep getting myself awake without me intended to do so. Around 5 a.m. in the morning, I realized that I get a text message in my Maxis phone. Read it for the first time. Huh? Read it again. And again and again. The next thing that happen is that the feeling of sadness comes. I feel bad. I wished I could be by her side.

Salam. Mak (Siti Hawa Mat Elah) selamat pulg ke Rahmatullah jam 9.23 pm td(kanser susu). Skrg kami di rumah Sepang. Kebumi esok insyaALLAH. Semoga ALLAH merahmati pemergian arwah mak. Amin.

I met her 5 years ago. Few times while me and Ainto were still roomies. And that's the last time. Al-Fatihah for aunty. May we meet in heaven. I hope, Ainto and family are strong enough accepting this news.



Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

Almost one hour.

Salam.

It had been quite a while we didn't meet each other. I mean with this one person. Since... I don't remember when. But what I know is that it's like few months already. Tried to meet up. But everything is in ALLAH's hands. Maybe we'll meet up in better condition. Or at least, we still keep in touch. 

We chatted ourselves out. Although my voice sounded weird since I'm not in a good condition, and him himself wanted to disturb me at the first place, so we just talked ourselves out. Updating each other. All the best for your current studies. May you pass with flying colors. Flying Alwani.  Aha.

Me : We didn't talk for a long time.

Him : Not your fault.

Somehow, I feel bad with what happened. When you used to share almost everything; your favorite songs, articles, and suddenly everything changed, it felt different. I guess people do change. Or, I don't really know people, by heart. But I still believe that everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end. 

And talking to this big little brother, somehow, he inspires me in his own way. Achieve your dreams. No matter how different it may become from ordinary people. As long as it's not against Islam, just do it. 

A best friend told me this. And I told this big little brother this. It's in Malay though. "Kalau niat kita baik, ALLAH pasti akan bantu kita." And he hold to this. And it happens to him. See?

It's like, when you've decided that you wanted to change, for a better person, HE will help us. In HIS ways. The thing is that, will we realize HIS help? It's like everything that we have in this world is according to HIS blessings. You won't feel that calm if you're not blessed.   

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

The eternal life.

Salam. 

In these few days, I'm in a major dilemma. MAJOR. Or maybe I exaggerate. Have you been into the situation where you tried your best but somehow it looks like it doesn't turn out the way you expected. Thus you get another chance to get something similar with the first and somehow when it's time for you to prove that you deserved the second one, you get the news that you get your first chance? It seems that it turned out well somehow. Or at least, at that current time, it does turn out well. Way than you expected. Yet, you cannot back off from the second chance and you just work it out and somehow, you get through. Now, it;s time to choose. Which one is better. And time is running out. Decisions. Decisions.

The thing is that, I'm at home for... Almost a year now. Getting myself back on my feet. With some help from others, of course. Somehow, I guess, it's time for me to catch up. I'm left behind wayyy long than I've expected.  Try make yourself depressed. And you'll know. =p Or at least, I though I was.

Last few weeks, I went for an interview. Post? It's something related to customer service. Consumer product company. It's not Mathematics, of course. A friend asked, whether I wanted to try for that post. Send her my resume, some time later, I get a call.  Went for that interview, hoping for it. Since it's not in KL. Met that friend. She told me that her boss said that my English is good. But somehow, it seems that I looked preserved. Aha. That's when I lose hope. 

Last Tuesday, I playfully went applying for the same post I failed on the interview last few months. So the person in charge asked me whether I wanted to try for some other job. Located in KL. A bank. The interview was on last Friday evening. The p.i.c. called me on Thursday confirming that I'll go for that interview. Confirmed. 

Friday Morning, news was I got the job for the first one! "I'm preserved. Aha." Thus it makes me not wanting to go through KL for the interview. Hey no! Of course I need to maintain my reputation. I went there. WITHOUT ME STUDYING neither about the bank nor the job . And there goes, "What do you know about this bank?" I talked crap. And they condemned me. A bit. Finished the interview, the interviewer looks like they don't want me and I went for the LRT. I almost managed to get into the train until... the p.i.c. called. "Hey Alwani, where are you? You get the job. Can you come back?" "Seriously?" "Yes. Come back so I can explain." I went there again, told her I'm considering, and headed back home. The p.i.c. is so cool. I liked her style though.

how i wish this ERL existed in my home town.

And here I am, still considering. It's a bank. And did you know that if you used to work in a bank, chances for you to get hired by other banks is also high? It's good for your future. Did you know that? I do. And did you know that if you used to work with that X bank, the chances is higher to get hired by other companies? Okay. This statement is psycho. And did you know that the bank is in KL and it can make your heart breaks again? And did you know that what will happen to you if you are going through those public transports EVERYDAY with others coming back from work? And did you know that if you can go through all these it shows that you are actually a strong girl. Stronger than you've expected? And did you know that you have a really selfish, and ridiculously jealous big brother that wants you to grow up?

It's true. It's a bank. But I don't wanna get myself hurt anymore. I don't wanna do stupid stuffs anymore. I wanna be nice. And good. And I wanna be happy in the eternal life. 

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

I wanna go. =(

Salam.

Tomorrow, there's going to be a convoy to a friend's wedding. School mate masa SESERI dulu. Sejak the bride told us about the wedding lagi, they started to plan up about this wed. So, macam girl's weekend out. Gath. But, the prob is, gath ni is not in Selangor.

And me, is sick. =( Wed, Fever. Yesterday, today, diarrhea. Food poisoning. Berani kah nak pergi esok? Even macam semua girls kan, diorang akan help me take care of myself tak? Macam my friends masa I went unwell climbing FRIM and Broga hari itu? I doubted. Tapi ada Dietitian following juga tak silap.

If tak pergi esok, larat ke nak pergi meeting?

But I really really wanna go the wed. I really do. =(

Food poisoning sebab makan chicken chop kat Food Court Mydin USJ. Dah lah mahal. Tak sedap. Chicken chop kat Peng Hulu yang lagi murah pun lagi sedap okay.
Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

Fuiyooo. Dah SBT laaaa.

Salam.

Fuiyoooo. SESERI dah SBT laaa. Walaupun artikel ini lebih banyak menceritakan mengenai SK Ulu Lubai, namun saya tetap  nak masukkan artikel ini. Muahaha. 

dari Berita Harian.

23 sekolah lagi diiktiraf SBT


2011/02/17

LIMBANG: Timbalan Perdana Menteri, Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin hari ini mengumumkan nama 23 sekolah lagi yang diiktiraf sebagai Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi (SBT) selepas ia didapati memenuhi kriteria yang diperlukan.

Beliau membuat pengumuman nama-nama sekolah itu semasa melawat Sekolah Kebangsaan (SK) Ulu Lubai, kira-kira 55 kilometer dari sini, yang juga salah satu daripada sekolah yang tersenarai di bawah pengiktirafan itu.

Katanya, sekolah-sekolah itu terdiri daripada Sekolah Menengah Imtiaz, Terengganu; Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Jalan Empat, Selangor; Sekolah Tuanku Abdul Rahman, Perak; Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Integrasi Gombak, Selangor; Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Integrasi Kubang Pasu, Kedah; Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Integrasi Pekan, Pahang; Sekolah Menengah Sains Alam Shah, Kuala Lumpur; Sekolah Menengah Sains Tengku Muhammad Faris Petra, Kelantan; Sekolah Menengah Sains Miri, Sarawak; Sekolah Menengah Sains Seri Puteri, Kuala Lumpur; Sekolah Menengah Sains Selangor, Kuala Lumpur; Sekolah Menengah Sains Tengku Abdullah, Pahang dan Sekolah Menengah Sains Muar, Johor;

Sekolah Kebangsaan (SK) Ulu Lubai, Sarawak; SK Convent Muar, Johor; SK Seri Biram, Pahang; SK Sultan Ahmad Tajuddin, Kedah; SK Setiawangsa, Kuala Lumpur; SK (Perempuan) Methodist Kuantan, Pahang; SK Sultan Ismail, Terengganu; SK Jalan Tiga, Selangor; SJK(C) Perempuan China, Pulau Pinang dan SJK(C) Lick Hung, Selangor.

Muhyiddin yang juga Menteri Pelajaran berkata, tahun lalu 20 sekolah diumum sebagai SBT.

Berhubung pencapaian SK Ulu Lubai, Muhyiddin berkata, sekolah ini menunjukkan pencapaian akademik yang cemerlang sejak 2006 dengan memperolehi kelulusan 100 peratus dalam UPSR.

Katanya, sekolah itu mengambil pelbagai inisiatif yang cukup luarbiasa sehingga membolehkan ia menjadi sekolah pedalaman pertama mendapat pengiktirafan Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi.
Beliau berkata, sekolah itu juga pernah memenangi dua anugerah di peringkat antarabangsa, lima anugerah peringkat kebangsaan dan 14 peringkat negeri. - BERNAMA

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

Kem D-.

Salam.

Last Thursday, I went for UKM. Ada kena buat kerja sikit.

Yang penting report SELERO! tak siap lagi. CIkguuuuu. Wani minta maaf. Nanti malam kena siapkan nih.

Broga pun ada mamarazi okeh.! Haha.

Okeh. Jumaat lepas pergi Broga. Kami pergi berempat. Ini serupa kem kakak lah. Pagi pagi jam 5 lebih dah kena bangun. Padahal tidur jam 2+ pagi kot. Nasib baik kakak dan ada adik ini ada sumber cahaya. Hehe. I bawa juga. Tapi... dah orang lain buka fon dia punya torch light, kita diamlah kan. Lagipun tangan penuh dengan barang. Haha. Punca punca kejatuhan dan ketidakstabilan badan.

Maybe awal tu tak stretch kan. Tu yang sampai jalan pun terhuyung hayang. Last time daki daki is masa pergi FRIM. Time itu, I almost pitam. Memang nampak bintang bintang dah. Tapi berjaya juga sampai canopi walk. Persamaan Bukit Broga and FRIM ini, I jalan belakang atlit kot.! Pastu nak kena ikut kelajuan cahaya mereka. Mana tak mengah? Haha. Padan muka diri. Then sampai satu tempat tu, terjatuh. Sampai satu tempat tu, muntah pula. Heh. Macam orang sakit je rasa. 

Keputusan akhir? Ada 4 puncak. Puncak 1st pun I tak sampai. Kakak trainer kem ini kata, kalau assessment SPA, I dapat D- jek. Tak F sebab I hadir. So ada markah untuk kehadiran. Hehe. Entah berapa kali repeat nih baru dapat A? 

Tapi tak sampai puncak 1st tu pun, sebab stop kat bahagian yang lapang, boleh nampak scenery cantik juga. Siap jumpa kawan Sagacious juga. Dan student Soksek. Alaaa. Sekolah asrama kat Penang yang nama dia panjang tu. Dan ada student UiTM. Student UPM. Pengalaman yang tak terungkap dengan kata kata. Balik itu dah terbayang bayang nasi lemak dah. Tapi sampai hari ini tak dapat nasi lemak lagi. Haha.!

Kesian dengan orang yang gayat kan...? Lagi lagi gayat teruk. Dan orang yang kena operate kaki. Tak dapat nak daki daki sangat. Bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada.

P/S : Student U lain terus tegur I dengan gelaran kakak. I nampak macam kakak sangatkah? Huhu.

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

Belaian Jiwa.

Salam.

Seindah. Tiada lagi kau ku ingatkan. Sayang kau hilang.

Masa BBQ sabtu malam itu. Adik and Meerul sang this song. Suddenly the others pun joined them on the stage. Time tu airmata bertakung.
First, sebab lagu itu sendiri. Kedua, sebab adik yang nyanyi.

Haish. Balik rumah ini memang dah tak makan sangat. Sebab apa yang dia cakap masa nak ambil food tu, teringat ingat sampai sekarang. 

We're not blood related but we're a family. I don't if I can still hold on to this. 

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

Reunion Alumni KMNS 2011

Salam.

Ini cerita saya tentang reunion hari itu. Tapi malas nak taip balik. So, sila ke sini. (kalau nak bacalah. Tak paksa) \

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

May you be safe, my little sister. And friends.

Salam.

Hottest issue right now.

Flood in Malaysia. It had been raining and there are parts of Malaysia flooded. Hikmah diturunkanNya hujan dengan ukuran dan kadar yang tertentu.

The riot in Egypt which could harm the outsiders also. Especially other country's students there. And this includes Malaysian.

And one of my sister (FC KMNS family) is somewhere in Mansoura I'm supposed. Talked to her sister just now. And her family members are worried. Even I'm not blood connected with her are also worried. The things is that, The Egyptian doesn't wants Hosni Mubarak leads them anymore. Bad thing is that, there are other peoples taking advantage of this situation. Such as, those prisoners that breaks from the prisons. And that's what's being worried of. SaifulIslam.

Ya ALLAH. May my little sister and friends and everyone are safe there in Egypt. Please take a good care of them. I heard bad news. And it worries me. Prayers.

Some links.
jomphp
krisismesir
facebookpage

We in Malaysia are still lucky to still think of what food to eat, what clothes to shop, what kind of phone makes us looks cool using it. Mempertahankan keamanan.  

Mungkinkah ini suatu petanda dari YANG MAHA KUASA?

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.
 

Happy birthdayyy encik bestfriend.

Salam. 

Yummy.!

Entah bila baru dapat buat kek macam ini. Berusaha~

Oh. Today birthday Sanchez. happy birthdayyy big bro. Semalam awal2 dah wish sebab takut terlupa. Haha. Thank you for staying through thicks and thins. Selama bertahun-tahun ini. Thanks for all the care and love. Thank you for never leaving, walaupun awak pun not doing good juga sometimes. Thank you for not judging. Thank you sebab tak pernah tunjuk awak terasa hati dengan saya.   Thank you for never crossing the line sebab orang kata impossible guy and girl nak stay hanya sekadar bestfriend. Thank you for everything. And I'm very sorry for disappointing you these few weeks. You are my bestest boyfriend bestfriend ever...!!! Errr. tak tahu nak label macam mana. Guy bestfriend? Best Guy friend? A guy. A bestfriend.Thank you ALLAH for letting him in my life. Semoga your wishes come true. You will have a successful life. Happyyyyyy life. And ALLAH bless you, Always. Amin.Jaga gadis elok elok. Kalau takkkk... siaplah awak.! haha. Garang ni.

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

Al-Fatihah untuk arwah tok.

Salam.

Jam 11 pagi. Selasa 11 Januari 2011. Jenazah tok selamat dikebumikan. Moga roh tok dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang beriman. Amin amin amin.

Al-Fatihah~

Sekarang dah tiada tok atau nenek atau tokwan atau datuk belah ibu dan bapa. 



Dan minggu ini, apa ni mata asyik tumpah tumpah je? Kuatlah. Kuatlah. Stress.

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

Talking crap.

Salam.

I know I always talk craps. Sebab taknak story what actually happened tapi still nak write somewhere. So, it end up talking and people tak faham what I'm talking about. And kadang kadang macam sengaja merapu merapu. Sebab nak elak dari fikir tentang apa dah jadi.

Fact is, Tok is in ICU. And tengah weak. And the doctor is saying, "prepare 4 the worst" or "can be anytime" la. Tiba tiba rasa macam taknak tok pergi lagi. Tapi if pergi itu dapat kurangkan kesakitan tok, saya redha. 

Kakak : Sbr k. Bykkan doa.
Abg Ngah : Same2la doakan ye. 
Kakla : Baik. Doa byk2.

And if dalam keadaan macam ini pun, nak merajuk rajuk, nak pentingkan diri semua, saya tak faham manusia jenis apa awak ini. 
 

Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.