tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28025987487570579552024-03-06T11:52:29.975+08:00Nur Itu Cahaya~“The happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything they have.” :DNoru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.comBlogger870125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-24966233396280778942023-02-08T08:08:00.001+08:002023-02-08T08:08:28.493+08:00Kerja tiada nilai.Hi,
I woke up today feeling meh. Rasa frustrated. Tahun ni tahun ke 10 kerja sini as regular staff. Kalau campur contract, dah 12 tahun. This is my first job. I don't have benchmarks to compare. Macam other colleagues, they have benchmarks. What are the dos and don'ts. Macamana nak improve. For me, I just follow. I don't know if this can be done ke. Or we should improve this way ke. Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-39344487362623163852021-08-01T22:42:00.001+08:002021-08-01T22:42:27.387+08:00I’m a bad mom. Thank you and have a nice day!
- Nor Alwani Binti AmranNoru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-47492625045006113542021-05-26T22:58:00.001+08:002021-05-26T22:58:11.955+08:00Overwhelmed. Assalamualaikum,It had been a really long while. I've been trying other ways to express myself. I guess it doesn't really worked. Rindu blogging. But the past posts are so much... tak tau nak kata la, makes me not so comfortable anymore, so I might hide them. Life is... Alhamdulillah I'm still alive. that's what I can say. It had been a year plus, with Covid '19 pandemic. And the Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-11475914947806013362020-03-07T09:11:00.001+08:002020-03-07T09:11:09.434+08:00Tabung. Assalamualaikum,
Starting last year, intake to boarding schools and MRSM priorities the B40 students. And seeing senior schools nya Alumni, how they try to help the students, by funding and etc, I want to replicate the same thing to OrkedS. Tapi ikut kemampuan kami.
And especially bila ada SEF students dapat straight A's, I would want to do that. SEF is the tabung untuk B40 students for STF. Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-91997143866672070942019-12-30T21:26:00.000+08:002019-12-30T21:27:02.009+08:00Ending 2019Assalamualaikum
2019 almost reach the end tomorrow. Means that I'm reaching 32 tomorrow as well.
It's a very tough year. Indeed. I learned to adapt with long hours travelling. Less hours with children.
It's a bumpy ride through out the year. Lots of hiccups. Jatuh bangun. Jatuh balik. Bangun balik. Yet I'm still grateful to be alive. Lots have I learned. Especially in Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-59403177126631930372019-06-14T09:25:00.001+08:002019-06-14T09:25:48.407+08:00I’m unhappyAssalamualaikum,
There's a part of myself feels totally giving up, useless, me not being around doesn't makes any different. Giving up on life. But diri banyak dosa, takut mati.
My body pun is shutting down. Feeling pain all over. When you doesn't feel loved, rasa macam mayat hidup.
Everything that I do sux. At work, like I'm so lousy. Tak ajar betul2, I have taught semua samaNoru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-67277365629083230432019-03-30T10:29:00.001+08:002019-03-30T10:29:44.106+08:00LelakiLelaki memang macam ni ke?
Bila dia kt bawah, tak ada apa apa, kita ada untuk dia. Tapi bila dia dah kat atas, kita jatuh, ditinggalkan je kita ni. Not my first time jumpa lelaki macamni.
How can I not be not trusting people kalau macam ni?
Sent from my iPhoneNoru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-47282608953381541102018-08-27T11:31:00.001+08:002018-08-27T13:12:53.120+08:00Aydan's milk journey
Assalamualaikum :)
I'm not sure if there's such term. I'm not sure if there's other way to describe somehow.
I only able to fully bfeed Aydan until he was 15 months. Due to my 2nd pregnancy. I don't want to harm the baby so tried to wean off Aydan. It was... A struggle. We don't know which powdered milk to start with. So I requested for so much samples. Different brands. Somehow Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-35974283860047000572018-05-25T15:00:00.000+08:002018-05-25T15:01:07.947+08:00Many times.Many times, I get super upset with unkept promises. Many times, I gave another chance, telling myself that mana tau, kali ini dia akan tunaikan. I'm at the state of giving up on this r/ship. This statement will kill me. I know. But I cannot lie anymore. The spark isn't there anymore. The only thing that keeps me holding on is Aydan. Because the happiness in his eyes. At least, someone Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-30307956772077000682018-05-11T11:21:00.001+08:002018-05-11T11:21:37.908+08:00Teringin.There is this few things yang kakla sangat sangat teringin. 1. Iphone 7 128gb Rosegold. Sebab ofis uses IOS for pushmail. Android tak boleh. Hoping that dengan medium ni I can perform better. Boleh reply email on the go. Follow up incoming shipments. Takyah bukak lappy at home. Sebab anak dah dua kan. But risiko, I7 ni lagi fragile. Xperia z1 compact that I'm using ni jatuh banyak kali still Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-24664083341360705842018-05-10T15:05:00.001+08:002018-05-10T15:05:13.304+08:00Why?If tak nak bawak Aydan go see Doc sebab jatuh tangga, why bother nak text msg pasal ubat and makan Aydan?Thank you & have a nice day,Nor Alwani Binti Amran Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-14457213359343479792018-05-10T13:54:00.001+08:002018-05-10T13:54:26.624+08:00Aydan jatuh tanggaAssalamualaikum At first abam was downstairs with him. Bagi makan. I'm still unsure if Aydan ada makan ke tak. Lama jugak. I'm upstairs dengan Aysar. Aysar tidur so I was looking for materials nak siapkan hw Aydan. Then like heard abg marah marah Aydan. "Awak tu demam..." He came upstairs tinggal Aydan nangis nangis jalan naik tangga. He came to me, ajak turun. So as I was Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-30171229272117982222018-05-03T03:26:00.001+08:002018-05-03T03:26:14.009+08:00School.Untuk Aysar, I found a bs. Ralat sebenarnya takde bajet untuk hantar Aysar kat tempat sama macam Aydan. Sebab I see banyak sangat advantage. Macam bila tengok teacher pengemas, OCD, in positive way, Aydan pun terikut. Aydan jadi jenis yang proper. Pandai main sendiri. Berani nak bagitau apa dia nak. Tak plan nak withdrawAydan from school and hantar BS sebab Aydan dah school kan. Nanti hantar BS Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-56137144135952932292018-04-27T23:35:00.001+08:002018-04-27T23:35:31.769+08:002nd child.Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah I safely delivered our 2nd child on 6/Apr. This is one date that used to be so important one while ago. Things changed, and no reason to be remembered then. But now, I have a child with this date as birthday so, oh well, kena ingat juga. We tried to have a normal delivery. But Allah plans better. I had 2nd EMLSCS due to same reason FD. Maybe, stress during labour is Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-21064186250425404982018-04-23T19:07:00.001+08:002018-04-23T19:07:47.562+08:00Dunia dah terbalikAssalamualaikum Sekarang dunia dah semacam terbalikThe husband complaint, merajuk bila si isteri xde duit nak bayar susu anak. Where else husband's obligation bayar nafkah, makan minum anak anak dan isteri. Take for granted all this while wife yang bayar most of the things, susu anak, diapers anak sendiri, guna duit sendiri. Or when anak dah kahwin, but bapak still nak hulur duit or tanya Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-89317197038962872872018-03-17T14:17:00.001+08:002018-03-17T14:17:36.319+08:00HateHates it when people makes promises and breaks it at the end of the day. Many times. And when I no longer trust, he complaint, why can't I trust him? Kalau dah 100 janji, 5 je boleh pakai, can I trust again?Thank you & have a nice day,Nor Alwani Binti Amran Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-2560470253159254702018-03-11T22:30:00.001+08:002018-03-11T22:30:37.787+08:00Kelab ke alumni?Dah macam kelab yang penasihatnya kaunselor. So much of professionals lah kan masing masing bila sikit sikit nak tanya cikgu. Baik xyah ada pres. Thank you & have a nice day,Nor Alwani Binti Amran Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-50921099163662884542018-03-08T19:42:00.001+08:002018-03-08T19:42:32.437+08:00Pyjama Drama.Assalamualaikum Walaupun tempat hantar Aydan ni is full day programme and have activity macam macam, the school still ada extra curricular activity (ECA) after preschool hours. Maybe actually intended for bigger kids tapi still cater for younger kids, as young as 2 y/o. Cuma they break ikut age group. So one of the ECA is Pyjama Drama. It's not new in Malaysia. Dah few years back. Tapi baru Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-12359642165458074432018-03-07T10:52:00.001+08:002018-03-07T10:52:28.606+08:00A day in a glance.Assalamualaikum Life is hectic, stressful and messy nowadays.Always rushing. I hardly wake up early now. Kadnag bila terjaga at 2, susah nak tidur balik. End up about 7 baru bangun. Pumpampumpam, 8+ keluar rumah, send Aydan. Sampai office 9+. Bila sampai office, emotions dah x ok. Sebab dah stress drive nak sampai cepat. The adrenaline rush is no fun. Orang lain sampai office before 8. As per Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-21901511057637093422018-02-08T20:09:00.001+08:002018-02-08T20:09:35.595+08:00CrapCan't tell how crushed my heart is. Bila you did everything yourself for the sake taknak kena maki tak nak kena marah taknak nyusahkan WALAUPUN it's their obligation and people said, you don't love them. I stopped sharing my stories. Sebab people was busy and just want to sleep kan. Sleep is more important than anything else. So I told my stories to Aydan. Then, sibuk pulak nak ambil Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-87687350198008600142018-01-17T10:59:00.001+08:002018-01-17T11:02:12.481+08:00Aydan at 22 months now. Salam.
Aydan is reaching 22 months soon. I'm planning to celebrate his birthday at school in March nanti. Since last year just bawak kek je. And Aydan dah mula faham 'happy birthday' so I think it's worth. Lagipun nak meraikan dia dah besar, and soon to be abang. So that dia still rasa disayangi. I know I sometimes scold him. Tried hard to educate him wisely, dalam keadaan tenang. but there are Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-62896175024651062502018-01-17T10:48:00.000+08:002018-01-17T10:48:10.801+08:00Being a mother vs employee. Salam.
This weekend akan ada company event. Sales Convention. It's a 2 days 1 night program in PD. Of courselah nak pergi. Since bukan selalu company buat like this. Or I can rephrase that. Since kerja sini, this is the first time.
Cuma... I have many thoughts. Will Aydan be OK without me sleeping with him that night? Can abam handle him? I know Aydan did behave well when I'm not around. Only Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-57954299439598260632017-11-27T03:11:00.001+08:002017-11-27T03:11:03.078+08:00RinduAssalamualaikum,Dulu masa Sek Men, ada this one person yang selalu bagitau Kakla, cakap Kakla ni pandai, mesti boleh buat punya. WALAUPUN, Kakla tau, dia tak suka kawan dengan Kakla. Just dia tak pernah nak cakap, "aku tak suka kawan dengan kau. Jangan ganggu lagi." I never forgets dia nya birthday, just now, tak lernah wish je.Masa dah kahwin, still nak tau khabar dia, dah ada Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-14053854085370690912017-10-20T17:05:00.003+08:002017-10-20T17:05:47.040+08:00Cute companionSalam.
It's Friday, and I'm loitering around. Kira masa nak balik.
Aydan is going to reach 19 months in few days. Yet I still have the feeling nak balik cepat-cepat sebab rindukan dia.
You know, PJJ ni sometimes can be easy, sometimes can be tough. Easy is, takyah nak sibuk fikir masak sangat, or iron baju. Tough is when, badan dah penat and nak rest, no body else to say, "tag, you're it!". Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2802598748757057955.post-60270429412132606892017-10-20T15:28:00.000+08:002017-10-20T15:28:33.797+08:001y 5monthsAssalamualaikum,
Blogger looks great now. Makin cantik. Bila nak login, dah tak dull. Feels like changing the layout of my blog tapi tapi tapi. oh well. Time management is bad. Really bad.
I'm unsure of what to put as title but the content will be about what's happening now. Work, home, Aydan.
Oh Aydan,.. Sampai sekarang still calling me Ama or Mama. belum nak panggil Ibu lagi. Rasa sangat in Noru Amran http://www.blogger.com/profile/02346886478902762343noreply@blogger.com0