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Al-Baqarah 2:45


stdy @ money?

yg mane lg penting?
aku x paham la..
nape student skarang sibuk sgt cr duit..
join itulah..
yg xboleh tahannye, u must kuarkan satu amount of money dulu..
then duit tu kononnye dijanakan..
then bru dapat pulangannye lah..
itu yg aku tau..
tapi mslhnye skang..
blaja pun cam ape jek..
pastu nak sibuk2 ngan daalah tu lak..
lain lah kalau dapat dekan tiap2 sem..
halal ke duit yg dpt tu..
nk kuarkan modal pun, bagi mcm2 sbb kat kawan..
nape x kate jujur je..
aku nk join business ni..
tp xde modal..
blh x kalian pnjmkan brape2 bnyk amount..
aku pun join business gak..
jual topup..
so, sape nk topup meh bli..
dgn syarat..
wah ade syarat tuh..
celcom n maxis jek..
klu lewat byr, i=30%..
brulah btul2 leh kate business..
tp serius..
i hate that business yg kne kuarkan big modal tu..
ade sumwon yg join dat business tu sanggup putus kawan sbb malu die ajk aku join tp aku x join..
wajar x?
i dont think so..
tutup cite pasal tu..
nk ckp pasal..
kegilaan lagi..
dah ckp ke hek?
isnin,rbu,khamis ptg,khmis mlm exam..
n slase lak ade kuiz..
sgt sronok..



sume org dah gila..!!
my uni is not safe anymore..
threatened by u know how he suppose to look like but u dont who he is..
n u dont even want to meet him..
just want him to be jailed..
the so called binatang..
gurls, beware..
never ever leave ur rum unlocked..


another week ends..

dis week, lots of things occur..
more assignments to be done..
more subjects to be covered..
4 midsem..
but then, monday is a lib day..
i need to study..
now back to ukm i go..
suppose to check my eyes but i dont..
bcoz of some cases..
till then..


convocation week..

the convocation started on thursday..
the pesta i mean..
but the majlis, im not so sure..
but what i knew is dat sniors dat im close to have their convocation on sunday..
which is yesterday..
what i knew is dat abg saiful is having it on sunday..
i knew about him first..
followed by abg deris..
then yesterday afternoon i knew dat abg n also having it on the same day..
same time..
he requested dat i brought flowers for him..
but then, i only bought fake flowers..
hee~ dats what i can afford..
din bought abg saiful sumting..
so i dont buy flowers for him..
kind of felt guilty afterwards but then, to think again dat din already bought sumting, i guess its okay..
at least he knows dat we remembered him..
i manage to meet up abg n eventho his fon is off bcoz of low battery..
n i felt so happy dat i manage to meet him up..
n kakak is also there..
its so good dat u finally hav ur degree..
may u all success always..
last night is the 3rd night i went to convo fiest..
first is on thursday, then saturday, then sunday..
i dont know what i had been doing there..
but what i knew is dat, i bought 3 tudung=RM42..
then a jubah=RM49
then i bought food n drinks....
what a shopping..
din says dat its n investment..
hopefully dat its worth it..
not forgotten, yesterday..
starting from morning, i bcome a fasilitator for bka at uo..
its gud to do things dat u left for quite a while..
eventho i always went back to kmns to b a fasi..
bcoz i rarely handled ldk i think..
but then, i still hav fun..
okeyh then..
another week started..


another ujung minggu tamat..

bapak kata..
org beriman tak pernah penat..
so, penat ke tak..?
ari jumaat ari tu btolak ke btn kompleks klia..
menjalani btn..
snanye takla btn sgt pun..
tp more kpd btn+career day..
blaja about how to do a gud resume..
how to face an interview..
about kenegaraan..
but then kenegaraan tu is just like im going pkn again..
at de first im like xsonoklah..
others cam have their own colleague in their group..
but i dont..
but then, smpi bile kite nk bgantung kat others kn..?
so, i learned..

its just dat..
evrybody hav dreams kn..?
i also hav one..
i always wanted to c dat maths students r close wif each other..
n not like having like brape bnyk groups kn..
actuary students, even stats pun dah cm rapat skit dah..
yg pegi btn pun brape kerat jek..
blh count kot..
bile tgk stats, n actuary amek pic 2gether, i wanted too..
but dont have dat chance..
nk wat cmne..
to think it in a positive way, there must b a way..

n asignments lg..
3 dates dis week..
kimia alm skitar cm ape jek..
n nyata n kwln..

n im getting bored hanging out wif de same person..
im mean am i..?
but then..
thats who i am..
xle nk so close ngn sumwon..
xle cmni kn..?

jumaat ari tu..
rs like im a bad fren..
a fren yg cm needed me 2 b there, but im not there..
bcoz im like merajuk ngn him..
rs cm sgt foolish jek..
tp maybe im just being 2 emo ke..
tp, i guess things r getting harder..
when we tried so hard to fix things uot, it tends 2 bcome worse..
tp when we try to run away from it, it also gets worst..
so, what else should i do..?
i dont wanna mess up my mind anymore..
im tired wif all these..
abg man, en amin, stalker..
peeps, do undrstand that im sick of it already..?!

You know what’s beautiful?

Your eyes blinking, your pupils dilating when you’re euphoric, the curve of your smile, the shade of your teeth, the arch of your back, the fingers typing, the breathing thing you do, the thoughts. Your thoughts. How you think is beautiful; how a thought comes to mind is…a miracle, how you operate, how you are; just you. In every sense of the word; all your blood cells, neurons, organs, your limbs, your soul. You are breathtaking, mashaa’Allaah.


You can’t control the things that happen to you but you can control the way you react to them. It’s all perception.
You Again (Movie)