Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan
sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.

Al-Baqarah 2:45


[ reminder 1 ]

:) hati2 always ye,jgn tension2 ye u keep smiling everyday what ever problem come to u :)


Can I be honest?


Lately, I am trying hard to calm myself. So that I don't overthink. Cause I'll end up stressed, depressed, moody and such. Had too many things in my mind. 

A colleague is resigning. My concern is that, when she's going out another 2 weeks, I'm the one who needs to take over her work. And I'm praying hard that her replacement is going to be in soon. I guess, I need to reconfirm with boss, right? 
I enjoyed the work. I'm multitasking. So I don't get bored easily. The environment is OK. People are friendly. It's just that, I'm having an issue with a colleague. I cannot get along with her. I feel like being used. When kakak is not around, she'll find me. Spare part. I dunno. Maybe I'm the type that, you mess with me, I don't like you anymore. Especially after an incident last few months. Trying hard to forget the incident, though. 

End of last year, I joined a gym. As time goes by, I felt like it was a waste. At first, I was thinking that, if I pay something, OF COURSE I will utilize my money. After two months, I realized that I'm wrong instead. I end up using some money that I reserved for emergencies. I don't have time to spend at the gym. I need to be at home by dark. If not, it will be dangerous especially when lately there are robberies happening at my housing area. But if I terminate my contract I need to pay penalty. 

Being stressed out makes me stay in bed longer. I easily doze off at night. Sometimes, by 2100 hours, the only thing that I have in my mind is BED. I easily get tired. Accompanying dear brother at a grocery store for just 1 hour and I'm being grumpy already. Normally, it's not a big problem for me. Now, my neck and shoulder aches. *surveying for a nice price for spa*

Eating habits.
At work, during lunch I ate biscuits with coffee/Milo. Thus, when I arrived home after work, I was starving. And I end up eating a lot. I guess, that's why I doze of easily at night? There are some times, I went to bed without having dinner. Not a good habit either. 

I don't bother on what's happening to people around me anymore. I focused more on my family and myself instead. I used to care so much those days. 

May you have a great day~

Yours sincerely,
Noru Aruwani

Dia interview, Saya excited.


A friend of mine is going to have an interview at 10 am today. In KL. I'm very excited and nervous for her. 

Hopes that everything goes well for her. Nanti taklah dia jadi kurus sangat sebab susah hati punya pasal. *macam tak puas hati orang yang kurus makin kurus. haha*

May you have a great day~

Yours sincerely,
Noru Aruwani


Nak kahwin jugak, boleh?


Me : minggu ni kakla ada kahwin.
Ibu : lately ramai betul kawan kakla kahwin.
Me : haah. Ni, kawan yanti ni pun akhir tahun ni kot. Dia dah tunang. *sambil tunjuk yanti*
*perbualan lepas maghrib semasa yanti datang tidur di rumah hujung minggu pertama mac 2012.

Musim kan. Umur pun nak cecah 25 tahun akhir tahun masihi 2012. Kalau ikut tahun, memang saya dah 25 dah. Bila tengok gambar kenalan yang dah sampai ke alam puan, ibu, mama, mummy, rasa cemburu menjengah. Apatah lagi, bila ada yang berpangkat adik adik pun turut menyusul. Kalau betul ada pertalian darah, 'langkah bendul' kata orang.

Teringin juga. Tapi... Saya tak tahu jika saya sudah bersedia. Bila dah tamat baca buku 'aku terima nikahnya', terasa alam rumah tangga itu bukan honeymoon semata mata. Malah, ia penuh dengan tanggungjawab. Tanggungjawab agar bahtera, dan anak kapal bahtera itu tidak karam dan hanyut dibawa ombak laut. Tambah pula, perlu bersedia dari segi iman, emosi, mental, fizikal dan salah satu entiti yang penting, wang.

Bila tiba masanya, saya akan menyusul jua. Bila? Dia Maha Mengetahui. ;)

p/s : kagum dengan ibu.

You know what’s beautiful?

Your eyes blinking, your pupils dilating when you’re euphoric, the curve of your smile, the shade of your teeth, the arch of your back, the fingers typing, the breathing thing you do, the thoughts. Your thoughts. How you think is beautiful; how a thought comes to mind is…a miracle, how you operate, how you are; just you. In every sense of the word; all your blood cells, neurons, organs, your limbs, your soul. You are breathtaking, mashaa’Allaah.


You can’t control the things that happen to you but you can control the way you react to them. It’s all perception.
You Again (Movie)