Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan
sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.

Al-Baqarah 2:45


Many times.

Many times, I get super upset with unkept promises. Many times, I gave another chance, telling myself that mana tau, kali ini dia akan tunaikan. I'm at the state of giving up on this r/ship. This statement will kill me. I know. But I cannot lie anymore. The spark isn't there anymore. The only thing that keeps me holding on is Aydan. Because the happiness in his eyes. At least, someone else is happy from my actions. At least.

Thank you & have a nice day,
Nor Alwani Binti Amran

You know what’s beautiful?

Your eyes blinking, your pupils dilating when you’re euphoric, the curve of your smile, the shade of your teeth, the arch of your back, the fingers typing, the breathing thing you do, the thoughts. Your thoughts. How you think is beautiful; how a thought comes to mind is…a miracle, how you operate, how you are; just you. In every sense of the word; all your blood cells, neurons, organs, your limbs, your soul. You are breathtaking, mashaa’Allaah.


You can’t control the things that happen to you but you can control the way you react to them. It’s all perception.
You Again (Movie)