Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan
sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.

Al-Baqarah 2:45


33weeks & counting


Alhamdulillah, I'm at my 33weeks today, and still counting. 
Praying that baby will come out after 37weeks, healthily, without any complications. 
And managed to grow well, belajar, masuk U, kerja yang bagus, kahwin dan jadi suami yang baik dan beranak pinak, bercucu cicit, bahagia sampai di Syurga. 
I have to start reciting nice doas and stay positive. 
This, indeed, is not an easy pregnancy. 
Usaha nak conceive, although not as long as some other people, yet, takes us one journey, that's have lots of bumps. 
So, we're really hoping that I'll manage to deliver this baby healthily. 
Siang tadi check up, our normal Doc is on leave. So another Doc attended us. All this while, Dr K was being a bit laid back, I mean, she don't make us worry much. Datang, scan, tengok saiz, then OK. 
But this Doc somehow hits our attention. Dia cakap baby M a bit small than supposed to be. By right patut 2 kg dah. but now baru 1.8kg. Tak sure if memang baby kecil, but logically, both me and Fahmi bukanlah bersaiz kecil. But if baby memang kecil but everything is good, then that is one less problem. Doc asked to monitor closely if baby is having enough movements every day. more than 10 in 12 hours. Siap bagi table to fill in. SO we need to come again next week to do DOppler test (I have to read about this) and meet up Dr K. 
I(we) really really hope that everything goes well. InsyaALLAH. 

I'm at 32weeks this time. 

Thanks and have a nice day!
Keep praying and stay calm. 
- Noruaruwani

You know what’s beautiful?

Your eyes blinking, your pupils dilating when you’re euphoric, the curve of your smile, the shade of your teeth, the arch of your back, the fingers typing, the breathing thing you do, the thoughts. Your thoughts. How you think is beautiful; how a thought comes to mind is…a miracle, how you operate, how you are; just you. In every sense of the word; all your blood cells, neurons, organs, your limbs, your soul. You are breathtaking, mashaa’Allaah.


You can’t control the things that happen to you but you can control the way you react to them. It’s all perception.
You Again (Movie)