Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan
sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.

Al-Baqarah 2:45



Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan majlisku nanti. Jauhkanlah kami dari sifat membazir. Janganlah Kau biarkan kami meninggalkan agamamu kerana ingin redha manusia. Ya Allah, ku mohon padamu hati yang kuat mempertahankan agamamu ya Allah. Berikanlah kami petunjuk untuk jalan yang lurus. KU harap syurga dunia yang kau pinjamkan ini, turut sama bersamaku di syurga akhiratmu nanti, Ya Allah. Ya Allah yang Maha Pengasih, kasihanilah ibu bapaku sebagaimana mereka mengasihaniku sejak dari kecil.




alhamdulillah. :)

11.11.12 & 12.11.12

11.11.12, bafa & family came to our house. 1st step done. Preparing myself for next steps. Engagement, wedding, etc. I cooked fruit pudding. But it's lack of water so it turned out a bit dry. However, watching brother yusuf eating the pudding, i felt touched. Hihi.

Father's birthday. I treated la familia for dinner as almost everyone is at home. Nothing special because father once said, "my father don't teach me to celebrate birthdays so I don't celebrate". But as usual, there's always some food. Daddy, happy half century. I love you for my almost quarter century. Thank you and sorry for everything. <3

have a nice day !




Today mummy went to the cardiologist for further check-up. She was diagnosed as SVT. I'm not so sure of what it is as the explanation are full with medical terms. But what I manage to understand is that a condition where the heart pumps the blood way frequent than usual. A reason why the doctor at the panel clinic couldn't find her blood pressure. It's kind of electric electric stuff that happens. Still trying to understand the terms. My biology is bad. What I know is that... It can be very unpleasant but most SVTs are not life threatening. Also, it can last for two days until it there's treatment or, it will disappear just like that. But there's some chances that it might happen again.

May you have a great day~


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Kakla belum sedia lagi


Today, mummy is still sick. It last for few days. What we had in mind is that it's the normal sickness. Migraine, wind.

When I arrived home from work, aisyah told me that father brought mummy to the clinic. Then, they came back and prepared to go to the hospital for further check-up.

I was worried. What I had in mind was, "semoga selamat pergi, selamat kembali. Ibu, kakla tak sedia lagi nak pikul tugas ganti ibu." and this time around is when i hoped so badly that mummy are going to witness my wedding. Also i keep blaming iyah, because of her, i can't get married yet.

Mummy keep saying this one while ago. "kakla is the strong one."

mummy i love you but i dunno how to show it. Saying isn't enough.

May you have a great day~


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You know what’s beautiful?

Your eyes blinking, your pupils dilating when you’re euphoric, the curve of your smile, the shade of your teeth, the arch of your back, the fingers typing, the breathing thing you do, the thoughts. Your thoughts. How you think is beautiful; how a thought comes to mind is…a miracle, how you operate, how you are; just you. In every sense of the word; all your blood cells, neurons, organs, your limbs, your soul. You are breathtaking, mashaa’Allaah.


You can’t control the things that happen to you but you can control the way you react to them. It’s all perception.
You Again (Movie)