Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.
Almost one hour.
It had been quite a while we didn't meet each other. I mean with this one person. Since... I don't remember when. But what I know is that it's like few months already. Tried to meet up. But everything is in ALLAH's hands. Maybe we'll meet up in better condition. Or at least, we still keep in touch.
We chatted ourselves out. Although my voice sounded weird since I'm not in a good condition, and him himself wanted to disturb me at the first place, so we just talked ourselves out. Updating each other. All the best for your current studies. May you pass with flying colors. Flying Alwani. Aha.
Me : We didn't talk for a long time.
Him : Not your fault.
Somehow, I feel bad with what happened. When you used to share almost everything; your favorite songs, articles, and suddenly everything changed, it felt different. I guess people do change. Or, I don't really know people, by heart. But I still believe that everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
And talking to this big little brother, somehow, he inspires me in his own way. Achieve your dreams. No matter how different it may become from ordinary people. As long as it's not against Islam, just do it.
A best friend told me this. And I told this big little brother this. It's in Malay though. "Kalau niat kita baik, ALLAH pasti akan bantu kita." And he hold to this. And it happens to him. See?
It's like, when you've decided that you wanted to change, for a better person, HE will help us. In HIS ways. The thing is that, will we realize HIS help? It's like everything that we have in this world is according to HIS blessings. You won't feel that calm if you're not blessed.
Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.
Your eyes blinking, your pupils dilating when you’re euphoric, the curve of your smile, the shade of your teeth, the arch of your back, the fingers typing, the breathing thing you do, the thoughts. Your thoughts. How you think is beautiful; how a thought comes to mind is…a miracle, how you operate, how you are; just you. In every sense of the word; all your blood cells, neurons, organs, your limbs, your soul. You are breathtaking, mashaa’Allaah.
“You can’t control the things that happen to you but you can control the way you react to them. It’s all perception.”