For all this years, as a Mathematics student, I'd been learning on being precise. Tepat, jitu. Or at least probabilities, expectations, predictions, approximation, and simulation. The least is to simulate what's real so you can predict the outputs. Anggar. But now, on this current moment, none of this are useful. Cause now, it's about uncertainties. What you can do is wait and pray and hope that good things will happen. Or else, redha. And yes, I couldn't plan of anything. Not a single thing. Or even feel like doing what I planned. Dah tak rasa nak cari kerja. Sebab tak tahu nak setkan bila tarikh interview. And sah sah lah nak impress employer kan. Kalau nak set tarikh pun dah doubtful, kerja apa tah lagi kan? First impression does count sometimes. Crucial times. And I don't feel like going. Mana itu? Pahang? P.D? Macam it does not fit in. Critical time. Idk. I couldn't think of anything. But. I've promised. Kalau tak tunai janji, dosa kan?
Semoga urusan Tok dipermudahkan. Amin.
Teringat one quote saying, For Everything You Gain, You Lose Something Else. Is it true?
Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

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