it's funny when u reread.

Salam.


I cannot sleep. I started to have my sleep around 10. I felt like banging my head to the wall right now. Grrr. Somehow. Around 1, I hardly sleep. Once I slept. A minute later, I'm already awake. Then at 3, I decided to wake myself up. And here I am.


My emotion graph is like a sine graph. or a cosine. Duh! I really hoped that it's like an exponential graph.


And I took myself some time to reread my posts before this. It's funny when u reread. I mean like, in past posts, I saw myself trying hard to convince myself with many kinds of words to ensure that i'm being strong. I collapsed. I get up again. And I stumbled. And I get up again. That's what had been happening lately.  Not lately. Eversince. Hehe.


My current mood is: I felt like rereading the novel Warkah Cinta Berbau Syurga.


And somehow I did felt happy. Someone is coming town!!! yehaaa!!! I really hoped that we can meet up. Really really looking forward for it. Really really. =)


I wanna look veru good on that special day. Zits plz go AWAY!!! away you go. Yes, awayyyyy~