Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan
sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.

Al-Baqarah 2:45

2009-06-30

diriku yg beremosi...

hari smlm mrupakan pjlnn pulg ke umh.
akhirnya.
mule2 kate nk blk mlm jmaat, tunda sbtu, pastu tunda ahd lak. akhirnye senin btolak blk umh.
klu tak, nk g kltn sengsorg, n tunda blk umh. lg.
tp, sbb ade yg nasihatkn.
suh tngkn diri.
pkirkn kselematan.
pkir dulu kt mane nk stay.
pkir dulu klu g sane ape je leh wat. blum tntu leh msuk.
pkir dulu mcm2 lg.
thanks adik sbb igtkn akk.

akhirnya, btolak blk umh jua.
dlm pjlnn tu, ssuatu jd n rs sgt tkilan.
slhkah klu nk btanye kbr?
smpikan bile ku tnye kbr ditnye kn nape ku btnye.
have i done sumting wrong?
maaf ku ganggu hidupmu.
rs sgt emo.
atau ku yg terlalu sensitip?
rsaukan mcm2.
pkirkan mcm2.
nk settlekan mcm2.

org yg patut ku citekan crite2 ku, xku ceritakan. n aku critekan crite2 ku pd org lain. sbb?
tah...
bile keadaan ni jd...
terlalu byk bende nk diceritakan...
tp xbpluang nk cte...
n bile smpi ms nk cite, ku dah tak tercerita sgala crite2 itu.
kejam kn?

bile smpi kt kmtr.
ade gul ni.
nk promote celcom.
acah2 lak.
kn dh kne.
sori lah miss.
ku tgh emo, penat n mls sgt nk lyn mcm2 smlm.

n smpi kt mall dkt kmtr tu, jln2 dlu.
dlm ms 1.5 jam ku blnje rm220.
hebat tak?
bbrp kali jgak kot.
bile rs emo, blnje jek.
nk hiburkan ati.
ms ari ahd ari tu, rm20 bg cenggitu jek.
i'm happy when i can make sumwon else happier.
hahah. alasan.
tp sonok. shopping.
cume nye kene cr cara k tmbh blk duit.
duit asek kuar je ni.

owh2.
beli cite inkheart. dh lame dh kuar. tp trase nk bli.
n big apple utk fam.
smpai2, naik blk, masuk kayak, n berkayak...
=P
ohoh.

tibe2 tringat.
ms pdt ari tu jumpe adik seseri.
heheh.
ade gak yg ikut jejak langkah ku jd fc kmns.
n die msuk uk gak.

n byk yg ke sdar pg td.
thanks for telling me, gurl.
akk cube perbaiki.

akk minta maaf kt adik2. kirenya akk ade wat adik2 terkilan ngn akk. sangat minta maaf. gtau akk k klu akk wat slh ke ape. kang akk xsdar n wat lg.

and and and...
rabu!!! saya minta maaf lg!!!
asek lupe nk siram jek.......

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

nak pi klantan watpe?pdnle tanye kite aritu ek :P

Noru Amran said...

ohohoh.
nk wat lwtn.
=)

ohoh said...

berusaha!!!

You know what’s beautiful?

Your eyes blinking, your pupils dilating when you’re euphoric, the curve of your smile, the shade of your teeth, the arch of your back, the fingers typing, the breathing thing you do, the thoughts. Your thoughts. How you think is beautiful; how a thought comes to mind is…a miracle, how you operate, how you are; just you. In every sense of the word; all your blood cells, neurons, organs, your limbs, your soul. You are breathtaking, mashaa’Allaah.


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