Assalamualaikum,
It will be 4 days left to Ramadhan. How's preparation? I'm good. InsyaALLAH. It will be my first year fasting in Ramadhan as a wife. But abam will be quite busy with work somehow. Not sure how frequent we'll meet up & have our food together.
Trust me, this same month, year 2010, I never expect that he'll be my captain to guide our journey to Heaven. Alhamdulillah, Allah knows best. The breakup that time was the best thing that could happen. I'm glad that Allah gave me the strength to move on, to learn to love once again.
Us, might not be perfect enough. Putting all those flaws away, things falls into place. Happily, or not, we have to accept. We quarrel a lot. I get frustrated. Girls will always thought their father is the best guy in the whole wide world. I searched for a guy that have lots of similarities with my father. The only thing I manage to get is a 4th child, and an engineer graduate. And that's it. Comparing will only makes me upset. I learned to understand and accept him the way he is. And still, I'm learning. 7 month living as husband and wife is not enough. There's always more to learn and more to give.
Happy thoughts last Saturday, I made him a surprise. :)
Thinking of a surprise next TUesday but not sure yet how. Or maybe, not a surprise at all. hehe.
I bet, I sometimes frustrates him as well. I know, a guy will always thought their mother is the best person in the whole wide world. Definitely, I won't be able to replace her late mother's care and love. Just what's from me, a wife is what I can give.
I was reluctant to update much in this blog thinking that my ex might read my posts. But my thoughts was, for me leave something that people can learn. At least, not repeating my mistakes and learn it the hard way.
Yes, 7th month, and I don't see myself pregnant yet. I would love to. And I know ALLAH s.w.t. have better plans for us. Till the time comes, seeking & sharing our tears, joy and laughter will be the best way to be stress-free.
To find a guy that loves you is easy. But to find a guy that accepts your flaws, that holds on during the thunderstorms is a once in a blue moon. Grab it and never let go.
Salam Ramadhan.
May you have a great day~
Thank you.
Noruaruwani
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