Salam.
Lately, I am trying hard to calm myself. So that I don't overthink. Cause I'll end up stressed, depressed, moody and such. Had too many things in my mind.
Work.
A colleague is resigning. My concern is that, when she's going out another 2 weeks, I'm the one who needs to take over her work. And I'm praying hard that her replacement is going to be in soon. I guess, I need to reconfirm with boss, right?
I enjoyed the work. I'm multitasking. So I don't get bored easily. The environment is OK. People are friendly. It's just that, I'm having an issue with a colleague. I cannot get along with her. I feel like being used. When kakak is not around, she'll find me. Spare part. I dunno. Maybe I'm the type that, you mess with me, I don't like you anymore. Especially after an incident last few months. Trying hard to forget the incident, though.
Gym.
End of last year, I joined a gym. As time goes by, I felt like it was a waste. At first, I was thinking that, if I pay something, OF COURSE I will utilize my money. After two months, I realized that I'm wrong instead. I end up using some money that I reserved for emergencies. I don't have time to spend at the gym. I need to be at home by dark. If not, it will be dangerous especially when lately there are robberies happening at my housing area. But if I terminate my contract I need to pay penalty.
End of last year, I joined a gym. As time goes by, I felt like it was a waste. At first, I was thinking that, if I pay something, OF COURSE I will utilize my money. After two months, I realized that I'm wrong instead. I end up using some money that I reserved for emergencies. I don't have time to spend at the gym. I need to be at home by dark. If not, it will be dangerous especially when lately there are robberies happening at my housing area. But if I terminate my contract I need to pay penalty.
Health.
Being stressed out makes me stay in bed longer. I easily doze off at night. Sometimes, by 2100 hours, the only thing that I have in my mind is BED. I easily get tired. Accompanying dear brother at a grocery store for just 1 hour and I'm being grumpy already. Normally, it's not a big problem for me. Now, my neck and shoulder aches. *surveying for a nice price for spa*
Eating habits.
At work, during lunch I ate biscuits with coffee/Milo. Thus, when I arrived home after work, I was starving. And I end up eating a lot. I guess, that's why I doze of easily at night? There are some times, I went to bed without having dinner. Not a good habit either.
Relationships.
I don't bother on what's happening to people around me anymore. I focused more on my family and myself instead. I used to care so much those days.
May you have a great day~
Noru Aruwani
1 comment:
Dear sist~
be strong...be patiece..keep smiling my lovely sister
there must be a way to overcome all those problems..must be..juz He did not u show u the way yet..sooner or later, He will...insyaAllah
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