Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan
sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.

Al-Baqarah 2:45


another ujung minggu tamat..

bapak kata..
org beriman tak pernah penat..
so, penat ke tak..?
ari jumaat ari tu btolak ke btn kompleks klia..
menjalani btn..
snanye takla btn sgt pun..
tp more kpd btn+career day..
blaja about how to do a gud resume..
how to face an interview..
about kenegaraan..
but then kenegaraan tu is just like im going pkn again..
at de first im like xsonoklah..
others cam have their own colleague in their group..
but i dont..
but then, smpi bile kite nk bgantung kat others kn..?
so, i learned..

its just dat..
evrybody hav dreams kn..?
i also hav one..
i always wanted to c dat maths students r close wif each other..
n not like having like brape bnyk groups kn..
actuary students, even stats pun dah cm rapat skit dah..
yg pegi btn pun brape kerat jek..
blh count kot..
bile tgk stats, n actuary amek pic 2gether, i wanted too..
but dont have dat chance..
nk wat cmne..
to think it in a positive way, there must b a way..

n asignments lg..
3 dates dis week..
kimia alm skitar cm ape jek..
n nyata n kwln..

n im getting bored hanging out wif de same person..
im mean am i..?
but then..
thats who i am..
xle nk so close ngn sumwon..
xle cmni kn..?

jumaat ari tu..
rs like im a bad fren..
a fren yg cm needed me 2 b there, but im not there..
bcoz im like merajuk ngn him..
rs cm sgt foolish jek..
tp maybe im just being 2 emo ke..
tp, i guess things r getting harder..
when we tried so hard to fix things uot, it tends 2 bcome worse..
tp when we try to run away from it, it also gets worst..
so, what else should i do..?
i dont wanna mess up my mind anymore..
im tired wif all these..
abg man, en amin, stalker..
peeps, do undrstand that im sick of it already..?!

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