when u think dat ur losing

i tot dat ill b going home by yesterday.
but then i end up going back home today.
on sat nite, i dont know y but i felt kind of sad dat nite.
i watch di cerekarama.
n felt kind of sayu wif dat story.
when im in my bed trying to sleep, i cried.
again.
it's like..
i felt so guilty bcoz being so selfish n burden sumwon else.
i tot dat id be stdying by bringing d book home.
but i dont really studied.
eventhough i read some pages but yet, i dont study it.
felt so guilty.
eventho its not really a big deal.
urm..
n sometimes, u scare urself out when u really into sumwon.
me into him.
i always think dat im bad.
but im lucky enough 2 hav a fweNd dat cared 4 me as if he's my big bro n him.
n i missed zaira.
been a long time didnt hav a chat wif her.
n my weight increased!!
damn
no more eating chocs, ice cream,eggs after dis.
a MUST!!!

ke kampung halaman..

saturday..sabtu.. i am going back to hometown..
weee..
n tomoro dah kena blk..
exam is on friday..
huuuu..
back at home to send stuff..
but then i didnt pack up yet..
urm..

ke unimap dgn hrpn..tp pulg dgn kekcewaan..=(

went 2 unimap..
4 keushwnn thingy..
but there r lots of problems dat occur during dat prog..
shows de lack of experience in organizing by the organizer..
hope dat they will improve..
i went there in other hope dat i cn meet up salami..
it had been a long time i didnt meet him up..
n now so near, yet so far..
only meet up faiz..
faiz, ive meeting him quite a tim somehow.
n salami..
since plkn though..
i guess, no rezki there..
went to pdg besar, shopping..
n went to kuala perlis late at nite..
n i had been very boros there..
keep shopping jek..
neway, im back in uk edi..
n now, focus for exm..
must dean this tim..
especially when i edi have a dean..
=P

gambatte ne!!
(^_^)v

falling between de stars..

Last evening i cried. The reason? I don't know. I just feel like crying. Crying all my heart out. Stressed i guess. I'm having PMS. A headache. Suddenly i missed zaira damn much. And i kind of having a quarrel with B yesterday.

Last night i dreamed about zaira. meeting her. funny though. u kind of think about someone n then that someone come into your dream.

I still have my bisness assignment 2 b finished. lack of idea. n don't know how to goreng2. its all about the financial aspect.

n tonight is be going to a university in the northern Malaysia. Perlis. 4 usahawan thingy. i don't know whether i'm making a rite decision here. i hope i don't regret it. with d interview of the club, keusahawanan barbeque, n festival seni that i have to miss out.

n i alredi put de grasshopper in b's bag. he really thought that there's a grasshopper in his bag. i guess so.

n about club, de interview is 2 nite. im thinking of acting out as if i really desperately wanted to be in the club board. I mean the MOC board. Just to ensure that I have the experience of having an interview even though by those who are my lecture mates. But then I don't have the chance to do the acting part. So, let it be then.

welcome back..

wah..
b is back..
happy..=P