Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan
sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.

Al-Baqarah 2:45


falling between de stars..

Last evening i cried. The reason? I don't know. I just feel like crying. Crying all my heart out. Stressed i guess. I'm having PMS. A headache. Suddenly i missed zaira damn much. And i kind of having a quarrel with B yesterday.

Last night i dreamed about zaira. meeting her. funny though. u kind of think about someone n then that someone come into your dream.

I still have my bisness assignment 2 b finished. lack of idea. n don't know how to goreng2. its all about the financial aspect.

n tonight is be going to a university in the northern Malaysia. Perlis. 4 usahawan thingy. i don't know whether i'm making a rite decision here. i hope i don't regret it. with d interview of the club, keusahawanan barbeque, n festival seni that i have to miss out.

n i alredi put de grasshopper in b's bag. he really thought that there's a grasshopper in his bag. i guess so.

n about club, de interview is 2 nite. im thinking of acting out as if i really desperately wanted to be in the club board. I mean the MOC board. Just to ensure that I have the experience of having an interview even though by those who are my lecture mates. But then I don't have the chance to do the acting part. So, let it be then.


Anonymous said...


i'm so sorry about it...

i feel guilty, sad and shame wt myself.... bcoz i've hurting u...

please forgive me.. dear....

cahaya said...

alah b..
ur not doing it on purpose..
its only me being so sensitive..

You know what’s beautiful?

Your eyes blinking, your pupils dilating when you’re euphoric, the curve of your smile, the shade of your teeth, the arch of your back, the fingers typing, the breathing thing you do, the thoughts. Your thoughts. How you think is beautiful; how a thought comes to mind is…a miracle, how you operate, how you are; just you. In every sense of the word; all your blood cells, neurons, organs, your limbs, your soul. You are breathtaking, mashaa’Allaah.


You can’t control the things that happen to you but you can control the way you react to them. It’s all perception.
You Again (Movie)