Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan
sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.

Al-Baqarah 2:45


when u think dat ur losing

i tot dat ill b going home by yesterday.
but then i end up going back home today.
on sat nite, i dont know y but i felt kind of sad dat nite.
i watch di cerekarama.
n felt kind of sayu wif dat story.
when im in my bed trying to sleep, i cried.
it's like..
i felt so guilty bcoz being so selfish n burden sumwon else.
i tot dat id be stdying by bringing d book home.
but i dont really studied.
eventhough i read some pages but yet, i dont study it.
felt so guilty.
eventho its not really a big deal.
n sometimes, u scare urself out when u really into sumwon.
me into him.
i always think dat im bad.
but im lucky enough 2 hav a fweNd dat cared 4 me as if he's my big bro n him.
n i missed zaira.
been a long time didnt hav a chat wif her.
n my weight increased!!
no more eating chocs, ice cream,eggs after dis.
a MUST!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

dear alwani.....

actually it's not a big deal.
i know that u feel guilty wt me..

don think that i'm blaming u.
i care about u. it's okay dear..

every person maybe feel what u feeling now...as i am...
but trust me... i won't let u hurt,
i won't let u go, what i want is ur sincerely, ur happiness smile, ur lovely caring.

You know what’s beautiful?

Your eyes blinking, your pupils dilating when you’re euphoric, the curve of your smile, the shade of your teeth, the arch of your back, the fingers typing, the breathing thing you do, the thoughts. Your thoughts. How you think is beautiful; how a thought comes to mind is…a miracle, how you operate, how you are; just you. In every sense of the word; all your blood cells, neurons, organs, your limbs, your soul. You are breathtaking, mashaa’Allaah.


You can’t control the things that happen to you but you can control the way you react to them. It’s all perception.
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