when u think dat ur losing

i tot dat ill b going home by yesterday.
but then i end up going back home today.
on sat nite, i dont know y but i felt kind of sad dat nite.
i watch di cerekarama.
n felt kind of sayu wif dat story.
when im in my bed trying to sleep, i cried.
again.
it's like..
i felt so guilty bcoz being so selfish n burden sumwon else.
i tot dat id be stdying by bringing d book home.
but i dont really studied.
eventhough i read some pages but yet, i dont study it.
felt so guilty.
eventho its not really a big deal.
urm..
n sometimes, u scare urself out when u really into sumwon.
me into him.
i always think dat im bad.
but im lucky enough 2 hav a fweNd dat cared 4 me as if he's my big bro n him.
n i missed zaira.
been a long time didnt hav a chat wif her.
n my weight increased!!
damn
no more eating chocs, ice cream,eggs after dis.
a MUST!!!