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Salam.

I learned that if we see what we don't have we won't be happy & started to focus on other people's weaknesses & envies others & started to form hatred inside the heart. Bad, aite?

I keep telling myself to reduce social network; fb, twitter, instagram & focus to life. If not, I will tend to be envy with what other people can do, & I can't, with what other people gets & I don't, with what other people have & I don't. It's harder to be happy for others if I'm living this way. I started to stop surveying Groupon as it makes me SEE what I don't have & I tends to shop more. In the end, money left lesser than I planned early of the month.

We know nowadays if we don't have a facebook it's awkward & not 'in'. I know one girl that doesn't have facebook until now & she's 24 this year. I think. And she survived!

People tends to put what we have, what we do, in public & hoping that people would love it & have comments for it. My blog is also public. Somewhere I speak my heart out. haha.

I don't wanna do things for others. Let me do things quietly. "A happy relationship is when there's no post about it". Read those quotes from a friend's fb. Well, these kind of posts is something GOOD.

Tomorrow, I have an appointment with the Dr. To follow up for the PCOS thingy. As I'm married, the treatment will vary. Worried for the cost as Insurance won't cover anymore. & yes, I didn't lose weight yet. Oh man.

 Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.

 “The happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything they have.”  :D

 

Confusion

Salam.

Ya Allah, kakla rasa sedih sangat.

Sangat sangat. Tapi taktau nak share dengan sape. I couldn't share pun.

Kalau tingkap kat bilik ni takde palang, dah lama terjun keluar.

Ambil handbag, beg laptop, kunci kereta, terjun keluar tingkap. Cepqt cepat masuk balak. Drift pergi tempat yang entah mana mana.

Life's not fair. Bila kita nak orang berubah, or tepati janji, kita sendiri kena prove yang berubah and janji tu boleh dilakukan. What do you expect? Nak jadi macam ketam yang ajar anak berjalan? Tapi bila kita belum berubah into the person yang kita janjikan and orang yang kita harap berubah sebab dia dah janji tu tak berubah, boleh ke kita pertikaikan?

I just realized how people nowadays treasures friendship so much instead of tied bonds. Thank you for reminding me.

Thanks!
Have a nice day~