menjelang 31 disember 2008..tekanan...!!!

bermulanya kat umah..kalut2 siap nk blk u. bcoz ade subject nk amek tp xdftr lg. subjek alam. tgk2 lcturer xmsuk. urm, dhla klas pnuh. 150 org. igt nk dftr manual. smpi u kul 1045. pastu dftr kt pjbt. makcik pjbt bg ella nye kad putih. plik2.

pastu g kls alam. lcturer xmsuk. so, borak2 ngn haf. then lunch, mimah join. then, rayau2 kt pusan. ptgnye, g angkut2 brg ngn mimah.. fuh.. maka, siap sdialah bilik utk pnuh dgn brg blk..!!! muahahah

menjelang malam.. agk tertekan.. nk tgk gigirl,ngn oth. tp smua 5 tv kt asrama pompuan tyg tv len. bosan tol la. tgk sorg2 lak tu. joinla yg bwh. ni wat plajar lain tertekan. geram. maka, kt sini jelah tmpt ku mengadu.

urm.. yg best+tertekan mule2..udean wat miscal..byk2.. kire2 blk 17 kt mxs, 4 kt clcom.. ade motif upenye.. kreatip2.. tp xkire nk adiah jgak..!! bulat lak, nk anta gmbr.. tp xdpt.. server prob.. xpe2, t antala bunga yg real..=)
zaira pun dh wish.. best2..
pastu berderet2 msg msuk..
thanks, kwn2.. moga doa kalian termakbul.. moga kalian pun dpt yg same gak..=)

its night already

its night already.. around 2300. and i'm still awake. thinking of ym tonight. but lil bro aint online. next time perhaps. but mimah is online. so, i had a lil chat with her. =) as if i'm not going to meet her soon. da~

today is quite a tiring day for me. it had a been a drive from kroh back to my hometown here in sj. eventhough i'm not driving, yet it's tiring u know. sitting inside the car. the goose actually. as if in unser=angsa=goose =)

during the day, until around 2300 hours, i'm on avatar marathon. wif sissy. but only arrive at book 2. still a long way to go. and i have a gang to go for kenny's. sgt teruja. i'd been keeping this one aim for quite a while. one day i'll be there. =)

i also had my time going through the pictures in my folder. it's kinda funny when ur flashing back events during those time when the pics where taken.

tibe2 sgtla tensen...
xle nk amek alam...
dah pnuh....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
huwaaa..............asal alam pnuh... nape korg x amek sem lepas?????? kan bkak sem lepas....yg bkan dak maths, amekla lp yg lain..kitorg lp wajib ni.......!!!!!!!!!!!!

1430 hijrah..

salam.. malam ni, gnaplah tahun 1430 hijrah..
moga tahun ni, kita jadi insan yang lebih baik dari tahun2 sblmnya.. lagi rajin, gigih dlm mengejar ilmu dunia dan akhirat.. moga kita sentiasa berada dalam keredhaan ALLAH s.w.t.

akan ku igt kata2 ni dr bro hassan. ari jumaat ari tu, after quite a while, tgk jgak resultnye..
truk..tp x steruk yg expected. blh kjar lg kot.. insyaALLAH..
bro psn, cr blk kat mane silapnya.. sbb die tau, org rjin g lib.. nk wat cmne, bile exam cm blank.. jln keje sume igt sparuh jln.. blum lg yg confuse2 jln keje yg mane patut wat kn..
bro psn..kwn die psn kt die, semak balik hubungan dgn ALLAH.. mungkin ade slack kt ctu.. n klu ALLAH syg kat kite, DIA takkan bg kite sumting yg kite nak/minta/usahakan. maybe sbb DIA tak redha dgn kita atau nk uji kita. jd kite kne btul2 muhasabah diri kita blk. tq bro. sdkt sbyk org ade smgt utk sem akn dtg ni. wlupun tajuk tesis xsetel lagi...!!! =)

cmne ek...
almk...lg bbrp mnt..
ari ni gduh ngan abg..bknlah gduh. cm rjuk ngn dia. ntah. esok lusa ok la kot. slalu bkn leh rjuk lame2 pun ngn die. tapi ari ni sgt bosan. tukar2 ringtone utk msg. tp msg xmsuk sgt..
huhu..xpelah..
n kacang rebus.. ada ape dgn kacang rebus..?
=)
k, its time for pen off..

xdpt naik skybridge..

hari ni, merayau2 kat KL.
bapak cuti ari nih. smlm tim ym bapak pun ym. pa suh tanya adik2, siapa yg nk ikut g planetarium. n sape nak naik keta, sape nak naik keretapi. wah... pa btul2 serius rupanya. ingatkan pa main2. pastu jeritlah, "Sape nak g planetarium esok?" Semua pun macam, "nak g!! nak g!!"..

Maka, pagi tadi beramai2lah naik kereta nak g planetarium. bertolak dalam pukul berapa ek tadi...? 9++ agaknya..

maka, pengembaraan bmula.. tanpa ibu n aiman..
xckup korum..tp, layan kn je lah..
ku bagaikan isteri muda daddy ku..



maka sesampainya kt planetarium tuh, pendakian bukit bermula. hampa dn kecewa lah jgak. sebab just bahagian angkasa yang dibuka untuk masuk. untuk dilawat. xpelah. bawak botol air masuk tapi kene letak kat rak. fine. kalau hilang org ngamuk. heheh. xrelevan pun ngamuk sebab botol air. tapi sayang tau. dalam rm10 lah jugak.

we had fun came-who-ring

ubiat gigi or ubat gigi? in the space called ubiat gigi kot..

masa tengok2 pameran. ternampak barang2 yg digunakan kat space. dlm roket tu. ade ubiat gigi. ubat gigi or ubiat gigi ek? rasa2nya dahbrape lame dah bahagian angkasa ni dibuka ek..? urm..maybe kat space dipanggil ubiat gigi kot.. heheh.. n we really had fun mengambil gambar. cumenya, battery depleted. sbb gune battery yg bukan rechargeable. so, ckp kat aah, kalau kakla beli batery yg rechargeable, kakla leh simpan tony tak..? ngeheheh (dlm kes ini, tony adlh name bg kamera itu. tq. =p )

urm. then ade tgk wayang kat planetarium tuh. igtkn psl buruj ke, psl planet2 ke. tgk2 psl ape, cerita dongeng org yunani about buruj. heyh tolonglah. planetarium tu malaysia punya kan. knape lak kena cerita pasal orang yunani lak. agak tahyul pun ada. takde sari kata lak tu. cmne klu ade yg dtg tu xfaham bi? ape yg dpt difahami ek..
ade burung hantu cte kt plajarnye. name plajarnye socrates. burung antu lah jd tukang crite nye. ape ek. ade name zeus lah. tuhan laut lah. medusa lah. pegasus lah. ape2 lah. tpi trigt lak. stiap org kne belajar sejarah. ok fine. ini sejarah. =)

lepas tu nak g naik skybridge kt klcc. tp...... xdpt naik...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tiket utk arini dh abis.. satu ari ade 1000 je tket xslp. xpelah. xde rezki. nk wat cmne.
lps tu, jln2 g hutan kat bukit nenas. mcm2 pokoklah ade.. kne naik tangga lah jugak.. aduh.. dhla tim kt ukm mengelak dr kne naik tangga tinggi kt flatlet itu. xpe2. kt kmns naik tngga tinggi kt c4. then jln2 kt denai jelutong. ade la pokok2. tertarik dgn pokok bwh ni. aah ckp, mcm wira tak..? sbb terkangkang. =)

ciptaan ALLAH ada berbagai rupa dan bentuk

Finally, lepas panjat bukit nenas, daddy blanje a & w kt pj. dh lame la jgak xmkn a & w. fast food lah sng cerita. sbb... menggemukkan...!! tapi, sebab pa nak blanje, so mkn jelah. mkn yg sandwich ikan. ape tah nama nya. marina. aisyah yg kcik makan coney dog sparuh. dlm kereta, yusuf nak order main course smpi 2. coney dog+burger. kesian dia lapar kot. last2 aisyah x abis. dpt jugak die mkn coney dog itu. ade cam kaunter jual waffle+ice-cream. tengok ade chinese makan banana split macam sgt heaven jek. tapi, bile fikir2 balik, dah kenyang. lagipun, dah banyak jugak duit pa abis ari ni. so, abiskan fries, onion ring, n float itu, then balik ke rumah.

balik..!!!

huh... merayau2... dahla result sem lepas dah kuar tapi tak check lagi..entahlah.. tak tau nak check bile.. entah bile lah nak dpt kekuatan itu...
okayh.. pen off...

be happy, my bro..=)

all through this holiday. nothing much that i do. writing blog? urm.. whatever thats I'm writing in my blog is also due of what's happening around me. n my thoughts. its 1400 hours. i cooked paprik with the help of kak ani. a lot. sorry for yusuf he accidentally ate the cili padi. not realizing it is a cili padi i guess. coz, it have peas n green veges inside the paprik besides of the cili padi. so, if ur a 11 years old child would u realize it? i dont think so. my mistake not to alert my sisters n brothers about it at the first place.

yesterday, me n kak ani cooked, cendawan cili padi. its a blast but when it is served, i realize that the dish is not seceria yg mungkin. nevermind, its finish already. that means a success too though. bravo alwani.

urm.. what else?

last week, i went to a wedding. i'm being mean there. sumting happen. i guess that i'm not ready of saying hi and all to those who are apart from me for quite a while. i guess that know, i'm more excited when it comes to kmns n ppsm n kuo stuff. i guess so. =) but one day, i need to face it though.

be brave, alwani

after what had happen, i really hope that we can still be friends. just like the old days. sharing probs n stuff. or to be safe, bro n sis relationship. it had been a while since the last time we talked n talked. i still care. but as a sis. can i? if u needed someone, i'm all ears. n u know where to find me. hope that ur day are getting better. the sun is always there. it will shine n smile to u. one day. when the clouds are away. im not feeling good of what's happening lately. but life's still going on rite..? b strong. i know u r. heheh.. talking alone. that's what my blog i suppose to be for..=)

setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya..

Salam..
today is my 2nd day @ lib..
been doing research 4 the title of my kajian ilmiah.
im stuck. i dont have any ideas. i know where to find it. but i dont know what i want to find.
urgh.
its quite tensed here.
n im having flu right now.
while im surfing, i bumped into some blogs. everybody there have their own way in expressing their thoughts in words.. readable ones..
lately, i have a passion with writing in my blog. i had been thinking quite a lot lately but not knowing where and whom to share it with.

yesterday, im stil hurt.
i guess, i lost the respest that im supposed to have s an elder person. a sister. a snior.
but no matter how hurt i am, i guess, there's a reason for it. and im grateful for it. alhamdulillah.

kdg2 kan, seteruk mana satu keadaan tu, mesti ada sesuatu yg baik akn dtg. cuma, sama ada kita sedar atau tak, dan lambat atau awal kedatangannya.

keadaanlah yg menjadikan kita kuat.. smakin byk dugaan kita dpt, smkn tabah kita akn jadi. n bak kate naem, lame2 kita akan biasa, kita akan lali.

kenangan manis zmn dulu, mmg indah. tp, keadaan dh berubah. mcm2 dah blaku. dan kita kena pandai menyesuaikan diri dgn keadaan. biarkanlah apa yg dh jd tu. klu ungkit, hanya akan menjadikan keadaan lg teruk. tak usah kita kenang2. yg penting sekarang, life goes on. masa tak menjadikan kita semakin muda. semakin lama, kita akan jauh ditinggalkan masa.

and now, im still trying to improve myself. the way i think, the way i act. n making me to stick with my decisions. insyaALLAH. =)

lagu yg dnyanyi2 dkt2 alumni..

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