dugaan day..

hola..
wanna write in here bout yesterday..
a frustration day..

yesterday morning,i woke up kind of late. slept late. so,wake up latelah. but i went to pusan. to buy new clothes,bcoz i want to send zaira going japan.sgt smgt until i bought a new clothing.
then,d car broke down..hurm,,wat to do..but stil,its sad though..thinking dat i bought new clothes to wear yesterday..n made a card 4 her..then i couldnt make it..sorry,my fwen.. by my prayers will always b wif u..may u succeed n live a good live there..amin..

but dats not all..
i was shocked,skt ati bcoz of a news..
but,wat should i do then?
i could only b patient.. n accept wat happened s it is.. s a lesson 4 me.. so that it wont happen again.. n not to trust one just like that.. especially when u really know him for only 2 months.. hurt though..

but, last night..its a kepuasan 4 me.. coz i really went n support ila 4 her match.. kuo's group made it to semifinal.. n if they win tonite, they're going to be in final.. really hope dat they won.. =) but i couldnt really watch the match.. bcoz of another comitment.. but i could have a peek,perhaps? thinking dat d comitment is just around the panggung seni.. so,a peek 4 tonite's match i'll do..
the situation where i cnnt send zaira is frustrating..but its not dat frustrating when being compared wif where i'm being fooled.. I dont know how i trusted n believed in all the tall tales dat was created.. really must b tabah..
teringat segenggam tabah..

Bertali arus dugaan tiba
Menakung sebak airmata
Namun tak pernah pun setitis
Gugur berderai di pipi
Tidak ditempah hidup sengsara
Suratan nasib yang melanda
Menongkah badai bergelora
Diredah bersendirian
Bagaikan camar pulang senja
Patah sayapnya tetap terbang jua
Sekadar secicip rezeki
Buat yang sedang rindu menanti
Segenggam tabah dipertahankan
Buat bekalan di perjalanan
Kau bebat luka yang berdarah
Kau balut hati yang calar

Telah tertulis suratan nasibmu
Derita buatmu ada hikmahnya
Terlukis senyum di bibir lesu
Tak siapa tahu hatimu
Biarpun keruh air di hulu
Mungkinkah jernih di muara
Biarpun jenuh hidup dipalu
Pasti bertemu tenangnya

n always remember,watever dats happening,never make think about it so much..bcoz,if i think about it too much, then it will effect watever im into..

as mummy n kak yuz said, i must focused in my studies.. n new zealand, here i come..

mr vektor,mr algeb,mr prob,mr mnw,mr titas,mr kru wait 4 me..i promise that i'll study hard starting now..especially wif u mr algeb..[spirit smile]

yesterday,out from ukm

yesterday i went out. out from ukm. with pure maths students. first time went out wif them. all of the r kajai n im d only one uo but i dont care. bcoz i want to go out. out from ukm. i want to go home. but mummy says i cnt. bcoz daddy, mummy, iyah, are2, aiman, yusuf, aisyah is going babk to kmpg. only k ani dont follow. coz she must 'jage' the house. =P then, what's de point of me going home but i cannot bully iyah,are2,aiman,yusuf n aisyah? better stay n face ukm n STUDY aljbr, calculus ,alam, statistic. lol. pk ngah attacked by strok.no severe. but stil,its strok. cian pak ngah. n iyah wants to take her spm result in her skool at perak. dats y they want to go back. n want 2 c tok. long tim dont c tok. huhu =(

yesteraday is n exhausted day. bcoz we went ot at 1 so that dnt have to face the jam when the guys r back from their prayer. then waited2 n waited until the kmtr arrives. the movie is at 330. so, we linger around until its time. thinking of going home at around 6. bt we all end up arriving kmtr ukm at 1030pm. exhausted. tired. haha. nvr been out until night. bcoz usually i went out at 10 in the morn n bck at home latest around 6pm. but nice. especially when in the ktm boat. or watever dat crap is called. n there is a 'radio' singing pencinta wanita song. dedicated for kaka perhaps. haha. its nice. hanging out wif coz mate. bcoz normally i went out wif stats or biotech tum stdnts. done.

the spririt xpernah luntur..

today,i wake up by feeling very sleepy. slept late last night. have a chat wif iyah. telling her lots. bout me,my past, my present, n little of what i dnt want to happen. yet i ddnt gi through files n find what's imprtant n needed for speech. s the title is 'How different zodiacs express their love.' so, i'm kind of just reading about dis crap. n i dnt want to rmmbr any of it. not a single dtail.

n now, its going 2 b thursday b tomorrow. yet i didnt manage to get any penggerai for hari kluarga. i promised to abg n & dats wat i'm trying to do. 2 keep my promises. ssh sng bersama. ^_^

it's just dat lately i've been thinking lots. n keep thinking. especially about my algebra. my result sux. n i'm blaming myself. coz i aint working hard enough 4 d past exam. but still, i felt sgt malu coz my marks sgt rndh compared to my fwens.well, what pass had passed. now i must get dat 70% 4 my algebra. BY HOOK OR BY CROOK. It's a must. n s Pn Norainon siad b4, YAKIN BOLEH TENTU BOLEH!! 4 words dat i cnt forget. never. n my spirit of studying STATISTICS came back. n IM LOVING IT!! now i hav the feeling of studying.

lots of work to do. FIRST THINGS FIRST!!

just dat im kind of happy today.

amin came n visited me at kuo. nice. harhar. but pity of him. coz he just finished his work around 530 n then came kuo. but so nice. missed other plkn fwens. when will i c them again?
hopefully when semester break,can have the gathering settled. must discuss wif naim. discuss after final exam.again, AFTER FINAL EXAM.

ok, i'm done ere. now to the blog in fster.