dugaan day..

hola..
wanna write in here bout yesterday..
a frustration day..

yesterday morning,i woke up kind of late. slept late. so,wake up latelah. but i went to pusan. to buy new clothes,bcoz i want to send zaira going japan.sgt smgt until i bought a new clothing.
then,d car broke down..hurm,,wat to do..but stil,its sad though..thinking dat i bought new clothes to wear yesterday..n made a card 4 her..then i couldnt make it..sorry,my fwen.. by my prayers will always b wif u..may u succeed n live a good live there..amin..

but dats not all..
i was shocked,skt ati bcoz of a news..
but,wat should i do then?
i could only b patient.. n accept wat happened s it is.. s a lesson 4 me.. so that it wont happen again.. n not to trust one just like that.. especially when u really know him for only 2 months.. hurt though..

but, last night..its a kepuasan 4 me.. coz i really went n support ila 4 her match.. kuo's group made it to semifinal.. n if they win tonite, they're going to be in final.. really hope dat they won.. =) but i couldnt really watch the match.. bcoz of another comitment.. but i could have a peek,perhaps? thinking dat d comitment is just around the panggung seni.. so,a peek 4 tonite's match i'll do..
the situation where i cnnt send zaira is frustrating..but its not dat frustrating when being compared wif where i'm being fooled.. I dont know how i trusted n believed in all the tall tales dat was created.. really must b tabah..
teringat segenggam tabah..

Bertali arus dugaan tiba
Menakung sebak airmata
Namun tak pernah pun setitis
Gugur berderai di pipi
Tidak ditempah hidup sengsara
Suratan nasib yang melanda
Menongkah badai bergelora
Diredah bersendirian
Bagaikan camar pulang senja
Patah sayapnya tetap terbang jua
Sekadar secicip rezeki
Buat yang sedang rindu menanti
Segenggam tabah dipertahankan
Buat bekalan di perjalanan
Kau bebat luka yang berdarah
Kau balut hati yang calar

Telah tertulis suratan nasibmu
Derita buatmu ada hikmahnya
Terlukis senyum di bibir lesu
Tak siapa tahu hatimu
Biarpun keruh air di hulu
Mungkinkah jernih di muara
Biarpun jenuh hidup dipalu
Pasti bertemu tenangnya

n always remember,watever dats happening,never make think about it so much..bcoz,if i think about it too much, then it will effect watever im into..

as mummy n kak yuz said, i must focused in my studies.. n new zealand, here i come..

mr vektor,mr algeb,mr prob,mr mnw,mr titas,mr kru wait 4 me..i promise that i'll study hard starting now..especially wif u mr algeb..[spirit smile]