Blogger looks great now. Makin cantik. Bila nak login, dah tak dull. Feels like changing the layout of my blog tapi tapi tapi. oh well. Time management is bad. Really bad.
I'm unsure of what to put as title but the content will be about what's happening now. Work, home, Aydan.
Oh Aydan,.. Sampai sekarang still calling me Ama or Mama. belum nak panggil Ibu lagi. Rasa sangat in denial nak bahasakan diri Mama cause all this while bahasa diri Ibu kan. Should I change? tunggut lah Aydan dah 2 tahun, we see how. Sebab boleh expect yang ibu is a bit challenging word to say. Bapak, Aydan dah pandai sebut. And he likes to repeat, Bah Pak. Bapak. Pak. Kadang Seri pun calls me Mama. Dah tak panggil MakTeh. Agaknya sebab dengar Aydan panggil Mama? Maybe kan.
Sabtu ni nak gi kenduri in Seremban. Had been a while tak gi kenduri. RIndu nak melaram. Now pergi opis muka pucat lesi je. Malas. takde mood. Lambat.
Belum habis pasal Aydan. Idk, kenapa berita gembira doesn't make me feel happy? tapi rasa susah hati. Trying so hard nak wean off AYdan, nak train dia minum susu powder. Orang cakap itu, orang cakap ini, I'm tired nak dengar/ikut apa yang orang cakap! YOu're not doing everything alone kat rumah. Bapak Aydan gi beli susu kambing Karihome. Then bila dah start bagi AYdan minum susu tu, and well, kat sekolah dia boleh minum but kat rumah taknak pun minum langsung. ANd well, cakap mahal pulak.
Kalau tak ikhlas, buat apa pun tak jadi. Usaha doa tawakal.
“The happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything they have.” :D
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