Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan
sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.

Al-Baqarah 2:45


finally..3 more left..

in the name of ALLAH..

urm. it had been quite a while since the last time i blogged inside here.
quite sometime. reasons? its the exam season. and i had been so lazy to get lappy being set up in order that i can blog or online. so, i used ila's desky. this weekend, im not going to the library like usual. don't feel like going. plus, din is working today. thus, he wont be there to accompany me if im going. just because of that, i decided to stay in my room to study. kind of study. but yet, i didnt start studying my kimia alam sekitar yet whereelse the exam is just tomorrow. at 12 noon. some of my floormates have finished with their exam. nevermind, it dont bite me, though. still, my life goes on. tonight, i suppose that i have a dinner for kvc at dataran. but, i dont know whether im going or not. it will still be in my consideration. me and ila i guess. if she's not going, maybe im not going. maybe. but din will be bringing back food. so, if im not going then, no offense though. right?

urm. let me think. what else had happen?
about friends? nah. i dont think i will blurt it out in here. maybe. but not now. urgh. i dont know. should i? but its safer for me not doing so. so, i wont. but there are th ings that are happening. whether i like it or not. and that's how life should be. we dont expect that we will always get what we get. in times, there will be suspense and surprises. if not, life wont be that fun. fun in a good way i mean. not like you're going drunk or having drugs way.

but what had been on my mind lately is that, how am i suppose to pack all my stuffs?
they are so stuffy. and a lot. and i need to find boxes. i mean enough boxes to cramp in all my stuffs. and what can i put in the locker that i rent? and in the store? i must maximize those. hey, i paid for it. so i have my rights to do so. urgh. problems that i cannot solve. not roght now. exams are on the way.

ok. i have something else on my mind. try to imagine. you are a muslim. and as a muslim, there are things that you can do and you cant. if you do it, it will be a sin. and you will be punished for that. ok. there are limitation in relationship between man and woman that are not married or not a family. but yet, when you fall in love with that person opposite gender with you, you sleep at his/her family's house. the family member will also be there. but still, you are not their family. its like not nice to be done. i don know whether im making sense here or my sayings are understandable. but im saying is that, i dont like this one thing that is happening. i dont. but i couldnt say anything about it because it might hurt? next time, dont think that we are always right.

i guess its time for me to stop here. okayh then. wassalam.

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