no pain no gain.

urghh..
asgnments.
n i dont feel so excited about eid which is just tomorrow.
i dont know why.

but. just remember.
that when u give sumting out, dont expect dat u'll get sumting back in return.
it's not fair right?
lif'e's not fair.
but Allah is fair.
like u wanted so had to be fair but then, u're not.
nope.
u may sounded ungrateful wif what u have if ur hoping dat u lif will b better.
but. i dont think dat its a harm if u do.
i hoped, ill be a better me, wif roads that ends to a happier life.
i do.
n so what if im gatal?
am i flirting wif u?
no, right?
so, mind ur own business then.
it's not my fault dat surrounded wif guys.
it happens to happen.
go n mind ur own business.
mess wif urs.
ive had enough wif mind.
n im done wif it.
dont even bother to add it up.
go.

eid..

raya is just around the corner..
happy eid pals..!
hopefully it brings us lots of goodness..
is there such word?
goodness?

2 dots in a circle.

there r times where u'll b on the upper side n the lower side. coz life's like a circle. but u will never know the cycle. coz its not fixed. it will change. n we can never predict it. coz it's at Allah's will. n im in the lower part rite now. too many distractions, and assignments and peeps around. it's a fasting month n i as a muslim must be tough. but yet?

with friends i've been neglecting all de while, comment's dat is never being replied, urgh..
what can i say..?

picture dis. u kept a skeleton in your cupboard. so, whatever dat is related to dat skeleton is what you want to get rid of. but then, when you thought dat it's done, it's actually not. it is still there. trying or wanting to have at least a contact with you but you on the other hand dont. get what i mean here..? or am i saying crap..?
assuming understood. i dont want it back..!! just go away. im happy with my life rite now. with assignment that im supposed to finish up with the due right after raya and my life is miserable enough. im losing grasp on my closest friends, my besties, my studies. n yet i need to score for dis sem.

mr skeleton, do go away. just b in de cupboard. coz i bet that u'll b safe inside there.

n im suppose to be happy bcoz hols is just around the corner. but i'm not. or should i..?

c how negative i am right now..?

the fact.

evrybody differs from others. with each of us having our own aim n dreams and also hope. lately, it's like evrybody is having their own blog. maybe others use their blog to put advices, recipes, songs or sumting like dat according to their interest. but as 4 me, ill write out watever that comes out in my mind dat time. so my blog will end out sumting like, rojak. =)
anyway, i''l be writing my entry for today after this. another post plz.

DOES THE AIM IS STILL THE SAME..?

DOES THE AIM IS STILL THE SAME..?

When I started with my study in a high education government institute as a degree student, I met some friends. We have the same aim. Or should I say we planned to have similar journey. Which is.. to pursue in Masters after we finished our degree. Its good right? However, time passed by, and every each of us goes through different experiences. Well, we lived different lives right..? So, we tend to make different decisions. And we meet up different kind of people. But then, how strong you are, it depends to how your new friends that you meet helps you out when you are crying deep down inside and how strong you stick up wth your main goal. And I’m reffering the main goal as why you studied here. And I still stick to my goal. To finish degree with flying colours. Well, with colours at least and not black instead. But then, I’m still struggling myself to achieve my goals. And I met someone. Okayh, back to my main point. And now, you know that one of your friends are struggling with their studies, and their life during their studies. You wanted to help. But, do your friend there wanted someone to help…? Whereelse your friend there doesn’t even come to you asking for help..? How far can you help..? As for me, I always think that, when it comes to studies, do focus on your studies. How hard you wanted money in your life, finish up what your up to. Your studies. When you have good grades, then you will have a good job. And when you have a good job, you will have a good pay. And here you can conclude that you won’t get good pay if you don’t have good grades.
And when you are so focused with the other stuffs when you’re studying, does the aim is still the same..?

ramadhan month..

urm..
its ramadhan already..