Assalamualaikum,
2 years ago, I get myself depressed. But I never went to a real diagnose by a doctor. Concern is, a doctor friend told me once, "Once you're diagnosed with a psychiatric sickness, it will stay with you forever". So I don't get myself diagnose as it may cause me difficulty in applying some other jobs. During that time, I wasn't happy working here. Well, I don't feel happy right now either. But due to the upcoming event, what other choices do I have? I the current job is located not far from home.
One way. do your solat, read Al-Quran. It does help. Blogging, is my other way. I need to tell some one. At least, when blogging, I get to let things out. I don't care if there's nobody reading this blog; which is better, but for me, it eases my burden, what I kept inside. Cause in some other way, there's nobody who listens. Anymore.
People won't want to know what's happening to you unless they seek for it. And rather than the answer being so disappointing as people expect some other answers instead, might as well, smile and tell, 'everything is fine and under control'. But the fact is, NOTHING is FINE.
So I kept my blog. And write craps here as a way to heal myself.
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