Antara S dan NS.

Salam.

May is always my favourite month. Besides December. Because... In May the will be the orientation week for matriculation students. And since I graduated my matriculation in KMNS, i've been going back there each year to help(lah sgt kan) out with this orientation.

SOmehow, for me this orientation becomes complicated. A bit. There's this order where the elders are going to help out in Selangor Matriculation which is going to be their first batch this year. It might be a relief thinking that KMS is in Selangor so there's this mind set saying it might be nearer. Might. I don't know how near it might be.

Somehow, last week something else turn up. The name list for NS's faci is out. and my name is in it. When I heard that the not-young faci's must go serve at KMS, I felt kind of disappointed actually. Because I made myself this small promise. But somehow, I redha. And I went find some friends to help out in KMS also. But when the list came out. A small chaos happened. And I can't focus much in my exam. AGAIN. Because my name is at KMNS whereelse I invited my friends to go help out in KMS.

So, I redha again. KMNS pun KMNS lah kan. THen, there's this offer saying whoever wanted to go KMS, u can start giving details ASAP. THere it goes again. I gave my details. Yet, somehow our going to KMS is not confirmed yet. My big brother told me something that means this. "kalau wani nak berbakti, pergilah KMNS. Tapi kalau nak pertingkatkan diri ke, pergilah KMS. Tmpt baru."

Urm. Last night I have this short chat. Suppose that I went sleeping. Dah cakap goodnight kat orang lain. Tapi pergi tegur orang lain pula. Bual2. Sekarang saya bingung lak. "Kalau nak berbakti, pergilah KMNS". Ayat abang tu ulang2 dalam kepala. Dan bangun pagi ni tu yang terfikir. Sekarang, it's not about how fun it might be. But it's about how much you can give. And responsibilities. Kalau nak ikut kepala sendiri kan, memang akan pergi sana. Plus, Udean n boolat tak kisah ke mana2 pun. Tapi sebab ada ajak kwn2 kan... Urm................................................

Betul ke Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor dipanggil sebagai KMS? Sebab Kolej MARA Seremban pun KMS. Laaaaama dulu sampailah sekarang ni.