Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan
sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.

Al-Baqarah 2:45

2008-04-28

when u think dat ur losing

i tot dat ill b going home by yesterday.
but then i end up going back home today.
on sat nite, i dont know y but i felt kind of sad dat nite.
i watch di cerekarama.
n felt kind of sayu wif dat story.
when im in my bed trying to sleep, i cried.
again.
it's like..
i felt so guilty bcoz being so selfish n burden sumwon else.
i tot dat id be stdying by bringing d book home.
but i dont really studied.
eventhough i read some pages but yet, i dont study it.
felt so guilty.
eventho its not really a big deal.
urm..
n sometimes, u scare urself out when u really into sumwon.
me into him.
i always think dat im bad.
but im lucky enough 2 hav a fweNd dat cared 4 me as if he's my big bro n him.
n i missed zaira.
been a long time didnt hav a chat wif her.
n my weight increased!!
damn
no more eating chocs, ice cream,eggs after dis.
a MUST!!!

2008-04-26

ke kampung halaman..

saturday..sabtu.. i am going back to hometown..
weee..
n tomoro dah kena blk..
exam is on friday..
huuuu..
back at home to send stuff..
but then i didnt pack up yet..
urm..

2008-04-15

ke unimap dgn hrpn..tp pulg dgn kekcewaan..=(

went 2 unimap..
4 keushwnn thingy..
but there r lots of problems dat occur during dat prog..
shows de lack of experience in organizing by the organizer..
hope dat they will improve..
i went there in other hope dat i cn meet up salami..
it had been a long time i didnt meet him up..
n now so near, yet so far..
only meet up faiz..
faiz, ive meeting him quite a tim somehow.
n salami..
since plkn though..
i guess, no rezki there..
went to pdg besar, shopping..
n went to kuala perlis late at nite..
n i had been very boros there..
keep shopping jek..
neway, im back in uk edi..
n now, focus for exm..
must dean this tim..
especially when i edi have a dean..
=P

gambatte ne!!
(^_^)v

2008-04-10

falling between de stars..

Last evening i cried. The reason? I don't know. I just feel like crying. Crying all my heart out. Stressed i guess. I'm having PMS. A headache. Suddenly i missed zaira damn much. And i kind of having a quarrel with B yesterday.

Last night i dreamed about zaira. meeting her. funny though. u kind of think about someone n then that someone come into your dream.

I still have my bisness assignment 2 b finished. lack of idea. n don't know how to goreng2. its all about the financial aspect.

n tonight is be going to a university in the northern Malaysia. Perlis. 4 usahawan thingy. i don't know whether i'm making a rite decision here. i hope i don't regret it. with d interview of the club, keusahawanan barbeque, n festival seni that i have to miss out.

n i alredi put de grasshopper in b's bag. he really thought that there's a grasshopper in his bag. i guess so.

n about club, de interview is 2 nite. im thinking of acting out as if i really desperately wanted to be in the club board. I mean the MOC board. Just to ensure that I have the experience of having an interview even though by those who are my lecture mates. But then I don't have the chance to do the acting part. So, let it be then.


2008-04-08

You know what’s beautiful?

Your eyes blinking, your pupils dilating when you’re euphoric, the curve of your smile, the shade of your teeth, the arch of your back, the fingers typing, the breathing thing you do, the thoughts. Your thoughts. How you think is beautiful; how a thought comes to mind is…a miracle, how you operate, how you are; just you. In every sense of the word; all your blood cells, neurons, organs, your limbs, your soul. You are breathtaking, mashaa’Allaah.


:D

You can’t control the things that happen to you but you can control the way you react to them. It’s all perception.
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